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A twenty-year-old cancerian.<div>Exploring my thoughts!</div>
Daily Drag
@Amy
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Calm
6 hrs ago
Things to date Entrepreneurs - Part 6

An Adventurous All-Rounder

If you want to get to know these exceptionally dedicated work-maniacs, at a given instant they have basically everything they could ever need. You spruce-up their bags, you might find the business-related magazines and oh they read alright? They read a lot! Unlike the Nicholas Sparks la-la-land or Agatha Ch*is*ie’s murder mysteries, they follow the trend, the new technologies, the market, basically everything that is in demand! They are spontaneously smart and can gather a crowd to mesmerize them with their fr*mework quite well. If you think you can’t keep up with all that, you don’t have to okay? All you need to do is trust your partner, believe in them and make sure to guide them through the right path without spicing up any negativity.

Daily Drag
@Amy
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Calm
yesterday
I had a dream about Jungkook (JK) from BTS.

I'm not a cray-clay fan of BTS but yeah I like them. They're famous and their dance steps are super cool. I despise people who consider K-pop stars as gay because it doesn't match their stereotypical thinking but I don't like fight with them or something. You see just a casual liking that's all. My friend Anjana however is obsessed with the band since the past few months and introduced me to them as well so yeah occasionally I watch some insta random videos and all.

Yesterday however, well today morning I guess, I realized one of the members JK came in my dreams. So basically their car broke somehow they were at my home and even though I think "V" is the hottest, somehow JK and I bond over and we're laughing and smiling and looking at each other all goofy. And then they are about to leave and I just have this weird anxiety right of not letting him go. He moves a bit further, looks back at me, smiles, and we kiss!!!!!! And he leaves and I feel this pain, like physical pain too idk if it makes sense but it was so so so so real!!! I woke up and I was like what the hell??????

Ever since I woke up all I can think of is him and it's getting out of my hands. I know its just a random dream but the heartbeats man!! I just can't get over it.

Confession
@Amy
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WTH
2 days ago
How can a mother not support her own daughter against abuse?

The major reason why women cannot completely fly through the dark clouds is because of their emotional attachment to their own elder ladies in the house. The latter ones were asked to behave in a specific way, never raise their voice, basically to obey the alleged alpha males as they were supposed to be right (whichever dumbass made that happen). However, even in today's era these things prevail!

I know a friend, who was sexually abused by her own father. She told her mom the past month and her mother asked her to keep quiet and never speak of it again!!! She even had the friking audacity to ask her to dress well when men are in the house. I'm like what!!!!!????? But it wasn't really a surprise, yet I was shocked because I would never do that to my kids. I was just wondering if following and obeying the superimposed rules were more important than the issue of your daughter getting raped. I'm not judging her mom, she must feel so horrible about herself and so helpless too. However, just think of how humanity is yet degraded!!

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@Amy
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3 days ago
Speaking skills can set one apart, it is pressurizing though

Unfortunately, there are a lot of fields and platforms, where someone might be too talented or skilled and he must have dedicated his wh*le life to something, but when it's about presenting their ideas about it to a corporate enterprise, they fall short of words, fall short of expressions that can explicitly define their ideologies and hence, its a sure short failure. All those years of hard work down the drain!

It's sad how people who are unable to speak fluent english are just titled as illiterate even though they must have a high class degree! It is shocking, absolutely shocking how these tiny things can be considered as indirect bullying, demeaning people's behaviour, making them insecure. I think in such an era like this we must all focus on what the world demands.

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3 days ago
Things to date Entrepreneurs - Part 5

Hopeful in their mission

The commencement of a start-up based journey is filled with diverse challenges. They often hit the rock-bottom, wonder about their purpose, doubt their own decisions, but at the end their vision revitalizes and boosts up all their insecurities and that is exactly what/who they are looking for, something/someone that is hopeful as well. If they are struck with a bolt, they don’t expect a “I think you should drop this idea”. They’d rather feel comfortable with someone who will enhance their capabilities and let them grow. They have absolutely no time for any discouraging attitude or negativity in their life. You blame or judge them for their optimism and then... Well, you don’t deliberately want to weaken the string now do you?

Entertainment Others
@Amy
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WTH
3 days ago
Jasmine has changed so much in BigBoss!

Jamine Bhaseen has been my favourite contestant in BigBoss season 14 because I saw a lot of myself in her. Even our zodiac signs matched and hence I felt more related to our behaviour. There were a lot of similarities that made me inclined as she had this incessant urge to motivate everyone when they were low, guide them, justify her actions why she did what she did and if someone was against her, she made sure she cleared out her point!

However, ever since Aly, her best friend came in the house to support her, she just snapped! She and Rubina had been so close, through everything. Rubina supported her even when she was wrong which a lot of people might question but I personally admire cz I would have done the same. When a friend is in a state of shock and insecurity, I would stand by them even when they are wrong to be their strength however I will correct them personally too. Anyway, ever since Aly came, Jasmin started picking up the point of her having a superiority complex and all and started excluding herself etc and to such extent that she even threatened to bring our personal things on national television.

I'm personally very much disappointed in her behaviour and I hope she comes to her senses soon as she has a lot of potential to eventually win the show.

Confession
@Amy
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Frustrated
4 days ago
Someone please tell me if making a to-do list ever worked!

Has this schedules and to-do list ever worked. So I watched these movies, five feet apart, Ek villain, ye jawani h deewani and of course I know I should not expect a movie-type life but well let's just understand the fact that movies are inspired from real life incidents sometimes right? So in all these movies, they make a to do list, accomplish them, cut off the list and stuff, do they really work?

My life right now is a mess. So since its lockdown and finally I have me-time, I focused on myself. Working out, learning to dance, song writing, reading books yada yada and now well the colleges hinted that they're about to open and well they are sure af that the exams are going to be offline. You can't expect us to teach all this online with offline exams dude!!!!!!!!!! Now I have zero idea on what's happening on the academic front!! And I'm so scared! Idk maybe I should make a routine, but some things happen and I'm never able to follow them ugh I'm too tired.

Daily Drag
@Amy
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4 days ago
Things to date Entrepreneurs - Part 4

Rollercoaster of emotions

As mentioned, entrepreneurs tend to tilt towards the daring storms for better deals which sometimes bl*w up and they drown in their own misery. They do possess a well-structured positive outlook on life even after hitting the rock-bottom however, the constant wave of success and failures often carve out their moodiness. They might swing off their back with happiness as they make a deal and the next moment be on the ground staring blankly at the ceiling if the deal cuts off. If you date such a person, you have to calm and always be by there side to make them believe in their own selves through your eyes. Often the tiny ligaments of frustrations can be expected to bu*st out, but it always upholds a valid reason. All you got to do is give them your complete support and enough space for them to figure out their next motive.

Confession
@Amy
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Frustrated
5 days ago
I hate when people expect something from me even if its small.

I have this immediate urge to freak out whenever someone expects something from me no matter how insignificant it might seem but, I'm so so so uncomfortable with that. Maybe I just don't like the responsibility or being relative to someone else's life. Like if they expect me to pick them up from a place at a certain time, if I'm unable to do that, their wh*le schedule would be disrupted. Even when someone waits for my replies on social media, I tend to get too uncomfortable like this weird guilt of me keeping someone waiting. Maybe it is my all time anxiety and insecurity of being unable to address the real problem that I have, how I don't want to disappoint people and because of that I just don't want people to expect anything from me.

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@Amy
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Calm
6 days ago
Enough with the classes seriously just stop it now!

My tolerance limit is exceeding just too much! I can't bear anymore of this online classes. Just end this "kindly unmute and speak, kindly present the screen, students please tell me if I'm audible, do you have any doubts?", like NO MANOJ SIR I DON' T because I wasn't listening in the first place. Like I feel bad for the teachers who keep calling our names out like we students don't answer you face to face what do you expect!!!!

And it's not even like I'm studying the wh*le time and my eyes strain due to stress and that's what makes me exhausted. The only thing getting exhausted is my data as I use instagr*m in the background of the classes. No one is comfortable, no one is studying, the wh*le year is being wasted with stupid works and assignments with zero practical knowledge. I mean imagine, we are given LAB WORKS, like progr*ms that everyone copies from the net!!!! Seriously this needs to stop no body cares about covid anymore just stop!

Daily Drag
@Amy
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WTH
6 days ago
Girls are so mean and fake. I mean women-empowerment has lost it's meaning.

So this other day, we got a screenshot in our girls group of this girl lets name her umm Nikita. So basically Nikita is a legit bitch, like mean and wanna-be savage and whatever the wh*le squad hates her and someone shared her new Instagr*m post and said "Look at this, she's purposefully wearing a tight short top to reveal her butt lmao". I'm like excuse me!!!???? Of course I hate Nikita but why would you say that!! Apparently, Nikita is bold and fearless, which makes a lot of people jealous, even me sometimes but I envy her for doing whatever she wants to!! But this was preposterous!

Of course I fought and got the "Why are you taking her side" comments, but seriously it's not about taking sides its about standing up for the right thing. First of all what is so wrong with exposing a good butt if she has it and wants to embrace it? Then they say "We have no problem it's just society says that", well she lives in the same society and regardless wears it so she obviously knows! You are the ones who are judging her right now and hence the part of the same judgmental society that you just mentioned. Jeez! How are women supposed to be free when the same gender keeps pulling them down!!

Entertainment Others
@Amy
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Calm
6 days ago
James Arthur's voice is do damn addictive!

I listen to a lot of artists but james arthur always mesmerizes my expectations and senses. The first song I ever heard by him was "Say you won't let go" and oh heavens! It is beautiful, the lyrics, the melody, the voice the delivery of that feeling mind bl*wing. Owing to my busy schedule I had gotten a bit off the track from my musical paradise and yesterday I was just surfing through some random reels on instagr*m and this particular line "pull me out, pull me out" struck me! I was genuinely stuck like dammn that's a pain I can feel! I googled it and found its his song named "Trainwreck" and oh!! The vibes! I also searched for few more of his songs and well he won a reality show; American got talent or X-factor I don't really remember I just remember Simon Cowell's face, anyway he is such an amazing gem to the music industry and I can't wait for the future generations to hear him.

Daily Drag
@Amy
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WTH
7 days ago
I have two strong trigger points and I hate what they do to me.

Everyone has been through some dark times that they never want to go back in. Maybe its a strong trauma, domestic violence, abusive relationship or whatsoever, or maybe some don't even know something bothers them as they have been so used to shutting up, but there are a things or two that someone does or say that breaks them and here are two of mine.

Well, I'm extremely emotional and sensitive and one thing that I hate about myself is an incessant urge to make everyone happy which of course I know is a self-sabotaging dead-end however fools never learn. When someone says that I disappointed them or how I played with their feelings, I snap. I don't get angry, or rude or scream, something inside me just dies and I can physically feel it in my stomach. I feel, numb and just so shallow like I never wanted to hurt anyone, play with feeling?? And well I already feel so insecure about myself and when someone says I disappointed them, it's just hard!

Daily Drag
@Amy
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Calm
a week ago
I have been crushing over gay characters so hard it's weird somehow.

Okay so first of all no hatred towards gay, trans, lesbians, bi-sexual people cz I envy to be more like the. Seriously my life would have been so much better if I could fall for my girl best friend!!! Anyway so this is just some awkward thing that has been happening to me. I have been crushing on people who have a gay character or are into men in real life! I mean, wth!!!!!

So apparently, I had a crush on this Michael character from American Horror Story season 8, where he is the lucifer and his early childhood is shown where he was broken and stuff and idk maybe it is my savior complex or whatsoever but I really really really started to like him. So I search him on google and he is gay. So the character Justin Foley from 13 reasons why, crushed hard googled, he is gay as well. Damon Salvatore from Vampire diaries, thankfully he has a wife, but I just saw some spoiler of his romantic connection in the show with a guy. Ander, from the series, elite, the character oh dang! Also gay!!!!!!

And this has been happening so so so consecutively that I'm like seriously what is so wrong with the straight boys haha. Again no hatred towards anyone I just would really like to know what my subconscious mind is upto!

Daily Drag
@Amy
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Calm
a week ago
I hate people judging a show without even watching it.

I mean we all have our perspectives and opinions right? I respect that. Game of thrones is such a grossed over show and I watched it to know what's the hype, I liked it I mean it was some good work and theories but I was hyped up so much that my expectations were even higher and hence I wasn't like OMG!! LET'S WATCH IT AGAIN! People tell me and ask me how can I not like it that much! Which again is understandable they loved it so much like okay!

I on the other hand am a great fan of the show F.R.I.E.N.D.S. Like that show made me so much happier during the tough times and I will forever cherish the comedy. I can literally watch it anytime! Some people think it's overrated, some think it's not even funny which I understand cz different thought process right? But what I can't tolerate is people who have NEVER even attempted to watch friends coming up and saying its the worst show ever!! Like what the hell!!!??? They say they haven't watched friends cz its just going with the public. I watched the show before even knowing it was famous like I didn't have a phone or that much social knowledge! I wasn't following the crowd! I just hate such people.

Daily Drag
@Amy
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Calm
a week ago
I need money! I just need lot and lots of it!

To all the people who say money can't buy happiness, you are free to toss it down to me! To all the people who ask would you rather be rich and sad or poor and happy, I choose rich and sad! Like enough with it seriously!

No matter how much people say be you and all that blah blah, stereotypical beauty concepts are the only thing that makes you noticeable when you have no talents okay? Imagine, you being talentless and inflicted with non existential crisis? It's exhausting. At least money can fix my body, my face and at least I could feel superior right! I could travel across the world, feel the resort vibes and live a happy life instead of being average and sulking all the time with this stupid average life.

Daily Drag
@Amy
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Angry
a week ago
I'm exhausted of self-sabotaging everything.

I used to be such a hopeful person watching all these people fighting for what they want. But after years of fighting when you don't get what you want, you just stop expecting! And then, I just take everything in a funny way that I can't be serious no matter how grave the situation is.

This is actually my coping method or defense mechanism or whatever one calls it. When people say they want to get to know me and think that I'm a great friend I'm just like "HOLD UP!!" and laugh at their face to seem like a chill person and but these days I just think about it all, maybe I need to give things a chance! I'm just letting things go not even trying to give things a chance that might turn out to be the best time of our lives!! Maybe I need to stop this!

Confession
@Amy
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Calm
a week ago
I'm usually a rational person but what if I don't want to be sometimes.

When it comes to friendship and relationships or even IDK the bonds with my favorite cousins, I say it's about freedom and opinions and individuality and doing whatever you want and never letting anyone tell you what you have to do. But just wondering, what if these are just the concepts of the millennials that everyone agrees with and hence I think its right and somehow I'm driving with the crowd. I didn't always had this concept.

For example, if I love someone and hate someone else, I don't want the people that I love must speak to the one I hate. I always hated that, and a part of me still hates it. However, since I'm supposed to respect other people's opinions, maybe that's what makin me tolerate these things. I say relationships must have freedom as much as possible. But what if I find someone who I want should only be mine, and same is with him, would that make us genuinely toxic as other people say it would or would it be our own decision and choice!

Emotions are too dangerous, being obsessive and possessive is our emotional monster! Does the practicality and rationality makes us drift away from who we emotionally are as humans?

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Daily Drag
@Amy
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Calm
2 weeks ago
Safety for women - Gadgets for the same.

Safelet is one of the most ordinary yet extraordinary innovation of technology; ordinary in its disguise while extraordinary in its purpose. This discreet piece of defence appears to be a normal bracelet however these metallic enticers can communicate through de*ices via Bluetooth which sends an alert message to the authorities.

LT Personal provides 24-hour location history, free integrated chat/tracking app, unlimited sharing of de*ices, connectivity, SOS alarms, real time tracking, satellite view and others for a standardized log in for personal security.

However, being tracked might not be useful if the attacker is way too close and every fleeting second you smell the smirk of terror right? That is when the self-defending gadgets come to use for on spot defence mechanism. Rechargeable safety torch consists of an LED system with configurations that can shake the attacker through high electric vibrations. SHE or Social Harnessing Equipment is an undergarment equipped with sensors and electric circuit boards along with GSM and GPS modules to send off the alerts to required contacts.

Daily Drag
@Amy
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Calm
2 weeks ago
I want to leave everything but it's no use until I'm ready!

It's not that big of a deal right I mean so many of us feel like leaving the current place and going to some place new, meeting new people, exploring new possibilities, basically have a new life. I have wanted that for quite a long time but then I realized a lot of people do that and still fail. It's probably because we expect our lives to change just because we change a place, but no place is going to make a difference if we are that same toxic person. You're going to meet new people and ruin your bond with them because of you jealousy, insecurity, other issues. You're going to find a new career, but ruin it because of your commitment phobia and laziness. In the end, its just about you and how you change things, unless you work on yourself worst even in the tiniest way possible, even heaven feels like hell.

Daily Drag
@Amy
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Disgusted
2 weeks ago
Things to date Entrepreneurs - Part 3

Striving Workaholics

Questions crown the surface of these workaholics. They have a million questions about every new fabricated product from scratch to the end. It is quite hard to give explanations to them when they need a crystal-clear explanation for every single detail. They have crazy sleepless nights especially when the middle of the darkness hits them with a crackling idea and in a flash they are on their desk, doc*menting their scheme. Don’t expect the early-sleeping from them for they will work till their eyes are sore and dark, and stop only when its unbearable. Avoid scheduling spontaneous vacation plans since their work-time is never “off” and keeps varying. Try to understand their flame of passion and avoid getting into arguments on topics such as “Why can’t you give me more time? Is work more important than me?”. Just don’t okay? Don’t ever make them choose between you and something that they’ve dreamt of for years. Empathize and appreciate their dedication instead.

Daily Drag
@Amy
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Calm
2 weeks ago
I want to be higher than every marginalized thing.

I want to be higher than everyone. I don't want to live for myself and neither do I want to die for the country all at once but I want to give little happiness to so many individuals at so many unexpected timings that they start believing in universe and the concept of hope. Maybe a candy to a crying kid who thought the world was ending when his mother denied him to buy that. She must have been careful for not giving the child whatever he wanted to protect his pride and limit his boundaries. But I want that kid to have some hope, to believe everything happens for a reason and that somehow if that candy was in fact written in his destiny then nothing could stop him. I want to maybe feed a starving dog, caress a lonely cat, be a shoulder to cry on for someone who hates me, they'd maybe realize hatred is merely the perception of an instance. The world is cruel and dark, but I would really like to be the golden wing for people, at least at some point of their life.

Daily Drag
@Amy
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Calm
2 weeks ago
Things to date Entrepreneurs - Part 2

2. Risk-Takers

Risk is something that trickles through every entrepreneur. They work; hard and smart, but when it comes to risking a huge fragment of their earnings if there’s a mindboggling treasure in the bigger picture, they will definitely take that jump. Some people might consider them as impulsive with poor decision making skills, but the truth lies in their intuition and experience. They have an*lysed every pattern of all the deals they’ve come across, if a hunch and the statistics collide, then they are in it to win it. They will nod their heads to heart wrenching risks and sometimes might suffer a major setback. In such cases if you say “I told you not to risk it for your stupid calculations”, then I’m sorry but your partner will tend to push you away. Try saying something like “Failures are inevitable. You should be proud of yourself for being courageous enough to follow your heart”, because they had indeed performed a minor an*lysis leading to profit in their head.

Relationship Significant Others
@Amy
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Calm
2 weeks ago
We need to stop putting a label on relationships.

These days, relationships have become all about putting a tag on each other, baby, love, boyfriend, life partner. The question "What are we?" has wrecked so many beautiful bonds. Half the population prioritizes the situation when someone would come up to them and ask them if they are single, and being stuck on an unknown answer would embarrass them so they force their partner to give them a boundations.

Sometimes, of course they succeed. But sometimes, the other person could be more complicated you know? He/she must be trying to keep things slow, and go with the flow and it's not like they want to play with your feelings but they just want to be totally sure and that kind of spontaneous pressure might freak them out to end it on a wh*le. Think about it na, why are labels so important and how does it even matter? You like each other, you love spending time each other then why should it matter if you're going or not going on dates because that is what people are supposed to do? Take some time and define your bond the way you both feel totally comfortable with!

Daily Drag
@Amy
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WTH
2 weeks ago
Two girls in Kerala committed suicide over something that I'm yet not able to process.

Apparently these teenage girls who go to school were best friends and the media and family claims it was an obsessed friendship and they could not stay away and hence they committed suicide and I'm here like what? Nobody sees the glitch? Some say they realized they were gay and one of them was about to get engaged but let me say it again these are all hearsay nothing has been proven however this is absolutely shocking.

Kids! If you are here, or well adults, if you are here it is your responsibility to understand and make others understand you will get nothing through this and you will only LOSE EVERYTHING. First of all, to all the gay/bi/lesbian kids out there thinking of committing suicide because they can't be with the one they love or even be themselves, you are not the only ones. We straight people just pretend being normal okay? No one is able to do what they want thank you societal pressure. Anyway the point is, you want someone, you fight for it or move on you don't die!!!!!

Daily Drag
@Amy
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Supporters 97
Vent 199
Angry
2 weeks ago
You should never hit on someone's trigger point! NO MATTER WHAT.

We all have chaotic life, sometimes we think it is, sometimes it actually is, anything is possible. However, regardless of the above mentioned conditions, you must never hit on someone's trigger point. This is going to be quite complicated as you cannot fathom each and everyone's weak or insecure points however you must try to.

It is quite evident by the fact one reacts as when the pain or trauma is so hard, one just cannot mask it, sooner or later it shows in their behavior. Maybe they try to leave that place, they shiver, they are gasping for breath anything? I'm not talking about someone getting offended when they are confronted for some stupid behavior, this is some serious stuff. And when they say "Let's not talk about it", it's not because they don't trust you , it's sometimes because they hadn't talked about it for so long, and were in peace with the living in denial for so long, that when finally they have to confront it, they're scared what it might do to them!

Therefore, in case you know someone going through with such phases, being bullied because of their overreaction to some petty comments, just let them know its gonna be okay!

Daily Drag
@Amy
VPoints 2901
Supporters 97
Vent 199
Calm
2 weeks ago
Things to date Entrepreneurs - Part 1

1. They are a “24/7 – opportunist”

Entrepreneurs have a starvation of building a gigantic castle with any scrape material. Don’t be too surprised if you find them randomly talking to a stranger about things that are not even a part of what their project is because they will dig deep through any weird tunnel for a diverse innovation. You want to know about their hobbies, passion, guilty pleasure? Go ahead and feel the frequent oscillations of the term “ideas”, “creativity”, “new”, “profit”, “statistics”. Business is their life! You tell them about yourself, they would offer you a bunch of profitable ideas in a snap. Their brain is a speeding network of ideas waiting to explode and they are never satisfied. They will keep working till their last ounce of energy in their body.

Daily Drag
@Amy
VPoints 2901
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Vent 199
Calm
2 weeks ago
I think we should all just freeze the time sometimes

The rich kids are really not my type
And I don’t really understand what’s all the hype
If its glam or the parties or how they’re all bossy, yeah right!
Maybe I’m just jealous cz I don’t fit in
Or maybe I just don’t wanna be like them
IDK well who knows we’re all sailing on a sinking boat!

Then I watch them looking so cool,
Acrylic nails getting set to rule
But what you’re gonna prove if you don’t know who you are?
You could act tough all you want
Underneath you can feel it too,
A soul so deep it can’t reach the surface anymore!

So stop!
Take a Polaroid polaroid and freeze the time
Take a Polaroid polaroid and see the signs
Take a Polaroid
A polaroid
Take a Polaroid polaroid, A happy past
Take a Polaroid polaroid and make it last
Take a Polaroid
A polaroid
If you look into the mirror and see a frown
Get rid of those lines, you deserve a crown
If it’s pain, or heart break, or how all of it’s fake, yeah you’re right
The hidden truth is how we’re all alike
We bu*n down our self-made paradise
Then we blame and we cry, build our walls, push away alright!

And we ask ourselves what for
Why we keep coming back for more
They say pain is what makes you grow and how it hurts so good
Deep inside we hide the facts
How midnight melodies retract
That last mistake and the one last chance all fades away
Take a Polaroid polaroid and freeze the time
Take a Polaroid polaroid and see the signs
Take a Polaroid
A polaroid
Take a Polaroid polaroid, A happy past
Take a Polaroid polaroid and make it last
Take a Polaroid
A polaroid

Relationship Friends
@Amy
VPoints 2901
Supporters 97
Vent 199
WTH
2 weeks ago
Relationship has made my girl crazy these days!

So my friend, the topper, the feminist, the I WILL TAKE MY STAND, the gorgeous phenomenal woman who knew the difference between right and wrong has lost her mind! Looking at her, I can't believe she was the one who used to give me all those advises that saved me from therapy!

So there was this guy, they broke up over a very valid reasons about a year ago. She was still in love with him, she always has been but like she knew what she wanted and had prioritized everything. However, Mr. charming comes in dazzling and she is smitten with I don't know what magical spell that she is acting all crazy! He told her how she kept tabs on her, stalked each and every activity, things that I being her roommate didn't know, things that were on her phone! And she claims its cz they are so attached and that she doesn't find it creepy? That's privacy invasion bro! How can someone so sane be so stupid!!! I'm legit scared for her as it would have been fine if she didn't understand but she does and still chooses this!

Daily Drag
@Amy
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Vent 199
Frustrated
3 weeks ago
I'm tired of starting over and now I don't think I will.

People, getting to know them, letting them get to know you, the wh*le enormous circle of socialization for the betterment of humanity blah blah, is interesting but just drains too much of our energy. And I'm literally tired and officially snapping out of the wh*le process! I don't want anyone! Maybe I will and maybe it would be too late when I finally need someone and I would have none left, but I'm not going to ruin my current peace for a future maybe!

It is so exhausting! To tell them my favorite color, food, telling them my hobbies or maybe adapt new ones to be flexible with their friend or family circle, to get emotionally attached to every tiny thing and then it just breaks right? And then you stop doing those and loving those things as they lose the value and after years you think of those flashbacks and the pain hits you as if it had never left! I know a lot of you would say hold on, or don't give up or how better things await, maybe they do I'm not a pessimist but right now I just don't need anything good or bad I just need nothing and I'm comfortable with that. People might find it shallow, but you know what? Deal with it.

Daily Drag
@Amy
VPoints 2901
Supporters 97
Vent 199
Calm
3 weeks ago
What is the significance of being a human? Is it merely the revelation of one’s capabilities?

A human is an extraordinary creation edged with a broad spectrum of powers. To be a human is to enshrine those qualities and emerge as an even better version of themselves. What is it about humans that explicitly distinguishes them from the rest of the flora and fauna? All of them respire, adapt to various habitats, reproduce as well. However, the enigmatic ingredient turns out to be the potentiality of “control”. To be a human is to have the dynamism to resist the ordinary flow of one’s life to render themselves to a remarkable purpose.

If humans can turn around the world from sand and ashes to exquisite buildings and unending developments, from disbarred colors to united affection, they are indeed the most powerful species alive. If only people realized how incredible it is to be a part of the universe as a human and where the true essence of humanity lies, maybe then, the kingdom of jealousy, hatred and unreasonable battles could be overthrown.

Daily Drag
@Amy
VPoints 2901
Supporters 97
Vent 199
Calm
3 weeks ago
Would rewriting out past change anything?

There have been lots of theories about time travelling right? And well the Netflix series - Dark definitely hit the chord on a lot of people making them think about the extreme possibilities of the case. I often think about it, what if someone could actually revisit the past and change one tiny thing! Like I don't know maybe not eat something that he was supposed to purposefully to witness the upturn of events or something like that, would it change the wh*le present!

What if 2 people were supposed to meet accidentally somewhere, but now one of them is in the past and chooses not to go there, would they somehow meet again? If no, doesn't that mean no matter how tiny we consider ourselves in this universe, even the tiniest thing has its own importance to make a major difference? And if they do meet, doesn't that mean no matter what we do, we are bound to the fates of the universe? I know this is all a lot complex and since there have been no proven theories no one can even question or validate them. But what if it could right? Things would be so miraculous.

Daily Drag
@Amy
VPoints 2901
Supporters 97
Vent 199
Disgusted
3 weeks ago
We all pretend to be someone else to make a difference.

To stand out and keep one's valid individual point out to the public has become quite a complex endeavor these days. First of all, people are expected to be impulsive and fast and spontaneously fabulous which to some, have luck and talent, but some of us need time, and perception and an*lytical duration to judge and then form a perspective however, people call them SLOW and NOT UPTO THE MARK. And this starvation of proving ourselves has led to the trade off between the quality and quantity of our input and output processes.

Like for example, I would personally, extract and thrash any point of my opponent just for some seasoning even though in my head I know the other person is right but we just want to show growth in ourselves and that has seriously compromised with our initial authenticity to visualize ideologies. We are so into this race of chasing fame and identity that we end up creating a fake one and hence alas, end up losing the real ones ultimately! And hence, the "Be Yourself" turns out to be "Be their version of You".

Daily Drag
@Amy
VPoints 2901
Supporters 97
Vent 199
WTH
3 weeks ago
Some people just will not sacrifice or compromise and its irritating!

I have a friend, well nope I guess a girl I know as I cannot label her as a friend for someone being so PETTY! She is so mean and selfish and egoistic and I literally confronted her like not in a rude way as that is not my type but I am more of a discussion believer. I fi have a problem with someone I would pull them aside, tell them what's bothering me and well com to a mutual consensus. So here I am, not bitching about her to my genuine friends as I don't want to influence their opinions so here I am to vent all about it!

So this girl wants what she wants NO MATTER WHAT. You want to be a doctor girl? You'd do anything for it? YOU GO GIRL!! But if you say "That is my chair and I don't care who is sick that was is and will always be my chair so get off" I think that is just disgusting. So the other day she deliberately asked my friend to get off of the chair, I mean there were many vacant chairs but well it is hers!! And when my friend did get off of it, the obsessed one put her phone on it and left!!!!!!!!! Like she didn't even want to sit she just wanted it vacant?/ LIKE WTH!!!

She's the one who keeps screaming we gotta adjust with people and life and like what is this behavior!! When I confronted her she said and I quote "This is who I am deal with it" like bruh whaaat??? Man, I did my duty, but like this is legit dead-ass petty!

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Daily Drag
@Amy
VPoints 2901
Supporters 97
Vent 199
Calm
3 weeks ago
Taking a break makes us all realize a lot of stuff!

I have never felt the need of taking a break specifically but I always wanted to as I genuinely wanted to know the good outcomes that people talk about. Recently I felt stressed and I'm like okay well let's try that and I think the thing holding me back was CHANGE! When you take a break, you are basically pressing that pause button on a lot of aspects, friends family career even! It is meant for you! Your growth, your revelation and your peace of my mind!

However, as long as I'm satisfied with the fact that we have the authority and power to refurnish our lives the way we want to, time doesn't stop for anyone and neither do some people. Living in denial is my toxic trait and I have temporary people in my life, who I wish were permanent but unfortunately they're not! Taking a break meant leaving them, and what if they forget me? What if I'm not the energetic personality anymore and someone else takes my spot?

All those what ifs combined to be quite irritating apparently. But well, I had to try and I did, surprisingly a lot of my bonds have gotten stronger and they realized they love me being around which I didn't expect (I guess I gotta get rid of that too much insecurity). Sone well, didn't even seem to care which as much as I had thought would hurt me, it didn't lol I guess the break really made me realise that I don't need to be clingy!

Daily Drag
@Amy
VPoints 2901
Supporters 97
Vent 199
WTH
3 weeks ago
Live for me or live for my family?

Life is easy, emotions make it hard, and well, life won't be life without emotions right? So basically in a world of "Live for yourself", the family thing holds us back and I can't even say the family specifically well its a choice that we all make, maybe due to love, respect or even fear and obligation. Well though, it confuses me, are we supposed to live life the way they want us to? If so, what is our contribution to it, being the mere slaves?

Of course we are inexperienced and we need to be guided and hence rely on our parents and relatives for that! However, the problem comes when obsession and authority over powers love. So now there comes this moment of fury, when we out of love try to understand their opinions regarding our career and love life and they on the other hand claim their rights on the decision and force their decisions onto us instead of letting us make our own. It get's frustrating as if its only us who are trying to compromise as the other party no longer wants a discussion!

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Daily Drag
@Amy
VPoints 2901
Supporters 97
Vent 199
Frustrated
3 weeks ago
I have got to stop self-medicating myself!

I have these insane allergies, I don't know like dust, perfume and everything and I can't stop sneezing. The doctor told me I would need a surgery but well till then, I am ruined! Earlier I used to drink hot water or even maggie and things used to calm down a bit but jes*s ch*is* IDK whats up these days it is driving me crazy! So i have these prescribes medication that I often eat but since I started getting too addicted, like can't go one day without them, the doctor asked my mom that I must not have them anymore! And they don't let me buy it.

And I unfortunately have this crazy urge to consume something and it has literally gotten out of my hand. Paracetamol, crocin, dollo 650? It doesn't matter what think it is used for I just end up eating them to feel better. Idk if its coincidence or what but like, I feel better too, the cold allergy calms down a bit. But then I recently came across this article that stated how people have died doing such reckless stunts and now I'm scared as well. Like I don't want to I know its harmful, but i have classes and other things that I can't deal with along with these allergies idk what to do.

Daily Drag
@Amy
VPoints 2901
Supporters 97
Vent 199
WTH
3 weeks ago
I'm scared of the Internet these days!

To explore the sparkling virtual corners, we have to put ourselves out on the pinnacle of risks; of exposing our identities, our location and even our life-time worth achievements on the web. When it comes to something that is as crucial as protecting your identity and privacy, things get a bit more flamed. What if someone, probably a malicious stranger, thrash his way into your personal accounts, manipulate your data, extract your monetary stats and who knows maybe even stealing your identity? How monstrous would it really be if someone could manage to erase your wh*le existence by completely destroying some significant legal doc*ments? Trouble, huh?

With are data sliding through encoding and decoding, we are never safe. The world unfortunately encapsulates certain rotten leeches who are bound to destroy the goodness. What we can do is embrace the amusing source of technology by keeping the world safe as much as possible.

Confession
@Amy
VPoints 2901
Supporters 97
Vent 199
WTH
4 weeks ago
Coding might not be hard, but the diversity makes it complex.

Maybe coding is easy as when I concentrate on one of the languages, I find it easy kind of well obviously if I have a great video or a tutor but there are so much to learn!!!!! And it gets so exhausted that I don't know sometimes I feel so hopeless as if I should not have chosen this stupid field at all!

Honestly, every time I try to start learning something new I always get some stupid videos that get complicated and then I can't follow it up and I leave and after weeks I realize all my friends have successfully dived into something technically advanced leaving me so crazily dumb! And there's so much like so much! I don't know maybe I won't even get to work anywhere as I'm so dumb. All I can do is get better grades and nothing otherwise I just keep wasting my time and I really don't want to just all of this gets so confusing I'm so tensed.

Daily Drag
@Amy
VPoints 2901
Supporters 97
Vent 199
Calm
4 weeks ago
Maybe the Universe has its tactical path of games that we might never know.

We as humans have accomplished so damn much in the past hundred years, its unimaginable sometimes. But, we still are just pawns in this game right? What we know is just so so so small and maybe even insignificant regarding the wh*le universe and there must be so much more that we can't even fathom.

Do you believe in the 11:11 wish concept, well it is believed it is when a lot of positive energies align and your wishes come true. Most people think its a lame excuse to convince yourself for a happy ending, but there must be a reason why lots of people believe that right? So many fictional characters, and myths and theories that people laugh at, what if all of it was true and somewhere in the parallel universe we are just laughing at ourselves!

What if all of it was planned so that it happens just the way it was supposed to! But what if one of us could even change that?

Current Affairs
@Amy
VPoints 2901
Supporters 97
Vent 199
WTH
4 weeks ago
Sometimes I wish to be as confident as Trump you know?

We all know Donald Trump, like J*S*S CH*IS* I hope you all do huh! Some people hate him for the OBVIOUS VALID REASONS and some people well support him (I don't judge you Karen or do I?). Anyway this one thing that I envy is his self confidence. I'm such a submissive person that even when a person deliberately pisses me I don't have the audacity to make a taunt or whatever as I don't want to hurt their feelings and this guy??!!

He literally said that he is sad as he lost the presidency to the worst candidate possible!! I mean he questioning, nay, legit insinuating millions of people who voted for Biden as dumb and stupid! I laughed so hard at that. It's not just his self-confidence, the arrogance and aggressiveness all combines to give off this guy, but how can you be so fearless! He served the country as a president and he never, not once thought "How would people think", like isn't that the wh*le point of presidency?

I don't know well the country has given their opinions on how he rules it but just his attitude, no matter how crazy he is, always seems to surprise me.

Relationship Significant Others
@Amy
VPoints 2901
Supporters 97
Vent 199
Calm
4 weeks ago
Relationships have become a "wanna-be" category these days!

I have recently been reading and watching the romance genre of the early 1960s and 1980s and that is something that makes my heartbeat fast and renders me these goosebumps you know? A guy/girl waiting years for their love, being dragged through the filth of judgements and pain and that unearthed void and yet the love remains. I used to think of them as fiction, till I realized most of them were based on true stories and I was like DAYUMNNN!!! It's sad how relationships around me are so shallow that I have to consider the possibility of the real romance and true love as fictional.

We need flowers and holding hands, and escaping glances and heavy nervous breath instead of "Wanna chill?". Like wth is wanna chill? Do you even know my middle name or what I even like?? I'm not asking someone to figure who I am cz even I don't know who I am lol but at least make an effort to understand something at least right? So I see people with "oh you're cute" or "oh you seem desperate" motive to woo and its absolutely disgusting. And some come up to me saying they can see the depth of a wh*le ocean in my eyes and I'm like NO JHONNY I THINK YOU ARE COLORBLIND! Stop pretending to already know me! Just make a sincere effort.

Most people must be happy with this casual dating and stuff and I myself am guilty tbh, I talk, flirt, laugh but at one point I just close it off cz I cannot fake it. I don't want something like oh he likes me so I should like him. I want to know someone, spend years with them and then realise it was love all along or if that's possible phew!

Daily Drag
@Amy
VPoints 2901
Supporters 97
Vent 199
WTH
4 weeks ago
I am so pissed at my boss right now! so mean!

Well he is not technically my boss, but kind of like a mentor who used to be the main head but now its me an this responsibility is to guide me throughout. We have an amazing bonding well initially I hated him but over the time of me learning to work and all, it has been good but you know what HE IS A LIBRA AND IT HAD TO COME OUT SOONER OR LATER!

I had this medical condition of allergies where my doctor suggested me to sleep early as I would either over sleep or under sleep and it has been messing up my wh*le schedule since I'm staying away from medications. I told him hours ago, if he had some work for him, to let me know and he said NOTHING. And now in the middle of the night he calls me up to draft these mails where in I need good quality photographs of my peers. HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO ARRANGE IT WHEN EVERYONE'S ASLEEP?? The mails could be sent tomorrow it's not like its urgent!! On top of that I told him about the medical condition and he still had the audacity to lecture me on "PRIORITIZE THE WORK"?

I have always exhibited my best behavior during EVERYTHING and just once I needed a break that too not to satisfy my desires but due to a goddamn condition, even that is not appreciated! I'm not angry I'm just hurt. Or you know what maybe the feeling to shoot someone might be called as anger so yeah I might very well be angry rn!!

Daily Drag
@Amy
VPoints 2901
Supporters 97
Vent 199
Calm
4 weeks ago
I just got a parcel from home an I'm so happy!

I stay at Kerala being a native while I was brought up in Gurgaon. From the past three years, I have been in the hostel pursuing my graduation and I can't explain how desperately I miss the North-Indian food! So today finally my mom sent me a surprise parcel and I'm literally on the 9th cloud! It had so many things that I didn't expect!!

I have always been fond of the north-indian dishes and that was my main concern shifting to kerala! Usually everyone gets slim from hostel food but it was opposite with me as everything has rice in it! I never thought I'd cook but well, situations make you grow! I cooked few curries and vegetables but certain dishes like dal makhni and paneer i was dying for them. The parcel mom sent had additional such packets and my favourite haldir*m snacks that are rarely available here. I'm just so happy overall.

I wish I could spend the next diwali with lots of kaju katlis!

Daily Drag
@Amy
VPoints 2901
Supporters 97
Vent 199
WTH
4 weeks ago
Selective opiniated rules are just pathetic.

I'm sick and tired of people totally back stabbing others and still acting off as if they are the most sensible people on the earth when they just keep rolling from one side to other. They have absolutely no clear idea about absolutely anything and they just go with the flow and when confronted about this, they are like "I stand up for what's right!" NO SHABANA YOU ARE JUST DUMB!!!

Well Shaban*l is well used to be my classmate and now is a mutual "acquaintance". So this one time we were watching this video that was celebrating LGBT community and everyone watching it was praising the democracy within one's mind and the girl stated as i quote," Wow, I don't know why people are so judgmental, we must be free do to whatever we want", and today she texted me a picture of a guy she is talking to who i guess embraces himself being straight but had colorful nail polish on! And the same girl has the audacity to say " eww! this is so not happening its so gay I'm not talking to him anymore!!

I'm like so pissed! How can you be selectively open minded to prove to a crowd that you're good and be such a disgusting person otherwise!!!

Daily Drag
@Amy
VPoints 2901
Supporters 97
Vent 199
Calm
4 weeks ago
Attention seeking end sooner or later! Don't judge yourself too much.

We all follow the façade of a good human, who must be ethical and do the right things through controlling their high intensity emotions and act rationally no matter what right? But how many of us accept the fact how we all are not one of those people? We have all played tantrums, faked a serious illness or trauma or idk a lot of other things to get someone's attention. Maybe all of this happens due to abandonment issues, or lack of confidence or other insecurities, but we have all been there somewhere in our respective lives.

However, why is that so embarrassing that we all hide that even with our closest people! They probably have done things worse than you alright! We are not the people we once used to be. All those attention seeking gradually ends up vanishing, maybe new one comes up through the way, but that is what life is about, CHANGE! So if you are judging yourself with "How desperate am I? Why would I ever do that", honey, you're not the only one, its natural for emotions to overpower us! You are normal, this is normal, and all of this would turn out to be just fine.

Daily Drag
@Amy
VPoints 2901
Supporters 97
Vent 199
Calm
4 weeks ago
How I think doesn't define me. How I react does!

I'm so tired of people judging me on the basis of how I think, or well generally judging anyone on how they think. Human brain is a wh*le spectrum of a plethora of thoughts! And you just can't judge us for that. Some of us have been through some intense trauma and abuses and some are just rich and spoilt and hence what we think can be beyond the logical sense. And if someone shares something personal with you, out of their insecurities and fears, instead of looking down on them you must guide them!

It is our reaction that makes us human! Everyone has thoughts to kill someone at some point, that aggression, all those outrageous thoughts are totally caged in unless one acts on it and loses his conscience. Hence, focus on their actions, treat them the way they treat everyone else as most of you don't even reflect on what you actually think, and if you do then maybe you'd realize you're totally different from what you make others to believe.

Daily Drag
@Amy
VPoints 2901
Supporters 97
Vent 199
Calm
4 weeks ago
I have so much on my plate and its frustrating!

I think multi tasking finally got the best of me. I'm kind of an exploration type person and I just do it all even the things that I'm not originally interested in, I tend to indulge in all that as well for experience and just for fun. lockdown was like the golden opportunity for me to try more things and hence I took on so much!

I regret it so much that its beyond any explanation. I prioritized all those diverse jobs and now finally i have exams and college and internship and other productive skill furnishing routes and its all falling apart. life is just so unpredictable and just new things come up and you don't know how to manage your time, your mental health and its just too much! I feel so exhausted being able to do all of it and nothing is working out! I just don't know what to do!

Daily Drag
@Amy
VPoints 2901
Supporters 97
Vent 199
Calm
a month ago
Do not temporarily disable your Instagr*m account

So most of us has a habit of attention seeking where we tend to remove our DP and disable accounts so that the one person whose validation we are trying to seek contacts and pampers us. We have all been there, me too! But it might cost you if your intention is just attention seeking and you have an amazing feed that you don't wanna lose.

Apparently, Instagr*m says (as stated by many websites), that the accounts would be reactivated as soon as someone logs in. But some people claim to have lost all their data, the feeds even their username could was seen as invalid. I don't know if its true or a rumor as I had disabled it for a week and when i logged in things were normal however I didn't want to take a risk on my account. So all of you out there, if you think you're not ready to lose your fabricated profile, don't risk it!

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Relationship Friends
@Amy
VPoints 2901
Supporters 97
Vent 199
Calm
a month ago
Friendship means supporting no matter what your friend does but IN A LIMIT.

Honestly, people are conflicted when it comes to the concept of friendship. First group think all the people they know, including co-workers, acquaintances, everyone is considered as a "friend" which is point blank dumb. Second group selectively keep changing their friend circle according to how the other person changes, which I'm not a part of as for me these things don't change just like that! But I won't call it dumb or evil as it is up to them if they want to put in efforts to maintain it and revert back or not that's all. The third group, which I believe I'm a part of, have a different concept.

Friendship plays an important role in my life and I will stick through heaven and hell! We fight, we argue, we scream, we abuse but WE DON'T BRING IN PERSONAL INSECURITIES no matter how disgusting the argument is, we NEVER BITCH ABOUT EACH OTHER IF IT IS SOMETHING WE WOULD NOT CONFRONT EACH OTHER and these are basic things that has to be kept in mind. Just because you had a fight doesn't mean you give people an opportunity to spill dirt on them you stand up for them no matter what. Even if they are wrong, you publicly try to exclude them from the situation, support her, calm them down and THEN MAKE THEM REALISE THEIR MISTAKES but NEVER DEFAME in front of everyone. I think relationships become sustainable when you treat them the way you want to be treated.

Daily Drag
@Amy
VPoints 2901
Supporters 97
Vent 199
Calm
a month ago
The initial phase of confessing feelings is so beautiful.

Here, I'm referring to that initial vibes that we feel when mutuality comes into play. How you have a crush on someone who doesn't even know if you exist or not is different, here I talk about when you realize that he/she likes you back. There hasn't been any direct or indirect confession but somehow you both just know that it's mutual and then that intergalactic explosion in our tummy, the conflict, whether we should confess, or would we be considered as desperate or are we just assuming things that don't exist? All those webs of confusions are something else right?

For some it may be painful, or they might overthink too much or get too much anxious! I just want to say this to all you young generation lovers, don't be disheartened as these are one of the most magical moments you'd ever experience. It's absolutely beautiful! You must feel each of those conflicting emotions in order to mature and grow! So just enjoy the ride.

Daily Drag
@Amy
VPoints 2901
Supporters 97
Vent 199
WTH
a month ago
Why do elders get offended when they are confronted?

We are all humans and the elders are respected because they are more experiences. They have seen what's more to life and what are the common mistakes and restrictions that bounds one to limit their eternal flight. However, the fact how some elders think that they are superior in all aspects and look down on the younger generation is pathetic! Respect is earned and then considered as deserved and I'm sorry but no matter who you are it won't fit onto your head right away!

It's natural to make mistakes. Somethings might be correct as per your opinion but we all have a different perception and I think conscience is what defines us. If the wh*le community confronts you on something you did wrong, explain why you did what you did. if you're the type of person to say "I did what I did cz I wanted to" NO!! You owe an explanation and at least have the audacity to reflect on the fact that others got hurt and apologies! There's nothing about ego or self respect! These people need to det out of this phase!

Daily Drag
@Amy
VPoints 2901
Supporters 97
Vent 199
Calm
a month ago
Chloe ting workouts are too hard! I feel like I'm dying!

Okay so to all of y'all who don't know Chloe Ting, she is basically the BEYONCE OF FITNESS. It is lockdown, every one's getting toned arms, flat glutens, abs ugh yup I'm the victim of pressure and I'm like cool finally I will dive into it. Again I'm not athletic AT ALL, I hate sports because I suck at it and I still believe I will never be able to do a proper push up in my entire life.

So I searched for certain aerobics, Zumba just something that was fun instead of focusing on the core mission. I came across her result videos and the thumbnail showed a major difference so i thought maybe I should look into it and I did and I WAS SHOCKED!!! Such gorgeous toning of belly and butt and so so so beautiful in just a 2 week shred challenge?? First I thought it was fake but then I watched the individual videos and damn, they were really happy.

So I thought why not? Let's get to it! The first day I did it was yesterday and I, could not even laugh without hurting. It was so so intense, even though it seems like few random exercises, by the end of.. just 2 minutes I was gasping heavily for breath! My abs were bu*ning, my legs were hurting it was so exhausting and sweaty! Just after that, I felt so exhilarated and laughed on my own for accomplishing this. Since it is just a 2 week progr*m I'm quite positive i will be able to complete it.

Confession
@Amy
VPoints 2901
Supporters 97
Vent 199
Calm
a month ago
I had such a weird day today! Productive yes, but just so weird.

I had a lot of pending last minute work yesterday and I do what all of us usually do, worship my ritual; procrastination lol. I mean sometimes we all get too lazy and yeah it is normal not a big deal right? But yesterday i don't know how, why, whether some demon took over soul or what but I had this incessant urge to WORK, which freaked me out cz I never do it,, NEVER!

So okay I had to build up some a front-end template and complete 3 essays, and some other works as well, I kept a rap music on high sound and just did it! I look at the time and it was 5:30 in the morning. I was supposed to anchor a global conference today at 10 and I knew my lazy beast if I slept, I would not wake for the next 15 hours so I decided maybe I won't sleep then. I did 45 minutes of High intense work-out! JEEZ! Should not have! Idk what did i think was supposed to happen that I would get revitalized or something? I get so tired that now I WAS DYING TO SLEEP. I watched anime to prevent me from sleeping and I have been hosting the conference, well I'm actually in the middle of it, and I'm so tired, so exhausted, and I can't even rest till 10 in the night since it is official and I can't just leave it and I'm so regretting that bu*st of sudden energy that drained me off for the rest of the day.

Confession
@Amy
VPoints 2901
Supporters 97
Vent 199
WTH
a month ago
Why do people come into your lives as if nothing ever happened!

The audacity of some people, who after fighting and screaming and saying some horrendous shit to our faces, act like we are dead to them for months, come up to us out of the blue expecting a smile! This person who was kind of the closest to me, is back! As happy as I am, I'm too cautious if I should let that door open or not.

Well, I'm too soft at heart which is something that I hate and I always end up giving the benefit of the doubt which is sometimes my weakness yes. I don't know, I wanted to take a break from everything and think of what I really wanted and here I am confused about literally everything! Well I don't want to push this person away, but I also know this person and I are like, meant to be maybe but so unstable its exhausting. I get high for a day and low for a year and it does affect my mental health!
I hope I set my priorities straight.

Relationship Friends
@Amy
VPoints 2901
Supporters 97
Vent 199
Disgusted
a month ago
Friendship is not slavery and people need to acknowledge that.

It is such a beautiful procedure, to find people with a like mindedness or sometimes maybe people whose mentality is poles apart from our own, but the understanding forms up so well that we care to respect the differences more than satisfying the ego of our own decisions being right.

However, people these days have been manipulating literally using each other for their selfish needs. They expect the other person to move mountains for them while they themselves would not even put an ounce of the effort to save the friendship. They'd say "You are my friend you were supposed to do this for me" and when put in a similar situation they'd completely back off saying "Don't tell me what to do I will do what I find is right for me". What is it a slavery game?? And the people who are played with are usually too good at heart and fragile, which is supposed to be a good thing but unfortunately ends up being their weakest point!

We need to understand when we are played with. Yes sometimes we have to make sacrifices and compromises but make sure the other person does that too. DO NOT IGNORE THE RED FLAG STRIVEN PATTERNS!

Daily Drag
@Amy
VPoints 2901
Supporters 97
Vent 199
Frustrated
a month ago
I don't think good things would come my way without a tragedy.

I have heard a lot of people in my personal life vent about how they are distressed and are hopeless about the good things in their life. Most of the times, its pretense like they don't want to overly boast off how happy they are as well maybe they believe someone's jealousy would jinx it, but it kind of is a serious reason for anxiety.

These days I feel it. Well rarely something good happens right? We are all stuck at home (not talking about those who recklessly travel in such a crucial situation without caring for anyone's lives) with literally nothing to do (I mean sure assignments, work from home but like who is doing that seriously?) SO yeah, when something good, even remotely okayish things happen, immediately something ruins it! And it has been seldom but even in those once in a while moments, the wrecking has been so consistent jeez!

So yeah, Now I, like the others have been transformed to a hopeless creature as well who just keeps smirking at the good thing, eagerly waiting for the beast to steal it away!

Daily Drag
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Calm
a month ago
Podcast have been quite a state of peace for my mind!

I am not really a audio loving person like I have met people and even some of my friends are really into strong beautiful voices but not me! (MUSIC IS ANOTHER THING). Podcasts have never been my cup of tea and I'm not judgmental but I just never understood when some people told me that they prefer daily ted talks or related podcasts instead of music.

Well Yesterday evening changed that wh*le concept for me making me realize that I must not make a perception about something that I had not yet tried! It was a coincidence really I was searching for some Spanish learning music, I found a Spanish podcast, and digging deep I found this "Read me a Poem" podcast, wherein the speaker Amanda Holmes recites poems requested by her listeners and OH DAMN!! Now I understand what people mean by falling for a voice!

I used to love poetry in my high school but just gradually lost the touch and here she was with her gorgeous, perfectly pitched voice and that marvelous British accent, Reciting some of the famous poems by 'dead poets'. The authenticity of those words blended with such an amazingly toned voice was indeed what I needed and I can't thank luck enough for it!

Daily Drag
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Calm
a month ago
Change and Stillness are quite complex.

Stillness and motion, well above the laws of physics, in the realm of a spiritual world are entwined in a complex cluster. We ourselves fluctuate way too much to ever understand what we want and it made we wonder about this particular topic this morning. Sometimes, we need change, because the boredom of the same routine gets too much of a head ache but most of the times, when things change, we want it to exist as a phase, and we can't wait to get back to normal; the initial stillness. But we never get the same vibe again.

The other times, we are so scared of the change and we want things to just freeze. In a way, it is all about the coexistence of change and Constance right? Change is constant, while we need the constant to be changed as well! Maybe this is the true way of life; maintaining unpredictable yet written balance in the world. Maybe that is how we should view life; a series of magical changes with a constant growth.

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Calm
a month ago
I finally deactivated my Instagr*m account.

I am quite an active person on social media especially Instagr*m. Active as in, I'm not exaggerating when I say that the first and last thing after I wake up in the morning and before I sleep at night respectively, I scroll down Instagr*m and it is indeed one of my favorite apps. As much as I appreciate people of indulging into work-outs and cooking and all productive things, it started making me feel insecure and I know it should not and that I have to focus on myself no matter what others so but it kind of started messing with my head.

Therefore, I decided to take break from Instagr*m which shocked even my mom when I told her as we had had many fights in the past regarding the same and now I voluntarily decided. My friends weren't happy either like we share reels and memes every hour of the day! Also, I had been so much addicted I didn't know if I would feel normal without it.

Anyway, I disabled it. I tell my friends I will be back but I don't really know if I will. I mean life doesn't suck without Instagr*m and I feel perfectly normal but well lets see maybe if I'm better and ready I might come back

Daily Drag
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WTH
a month ago
PTSD is not a phase and the more I keep reading about it, it gets scarier!

Post Traumatic Stress Disorder can stay with you for your wh*le lifetime! Just imagine, your life had been on a smooth flow and boom something happens and you are frozen in that dark time! I have talked to a lot of people online as well as face to face just random strangers, but through then I unveiled the fact how some of my acquaintances who I thought were quite in a paradise, were going through this!

The anxiety, the overthinking of all the little things that happened to them. They were victims of physical abuse, domestic abuse, high-school bullying or a toxic relationship. It's really easy for people to say "Grow up and move on", but it's not easy when one is emotionally attached to someone/something and then they start being the nightmares inflicting pain and a wh*le flooded bridge of betrayal! I have witnessed people with goosebumps out of terror sometimes when they close their eyes and they could feel as if all those incidents are repeating like a dejavu or something and they gasp for breath so heavily.

It's sad how people need therapy because of some toxic people who themselves need therapy right? Why can't all of us just stop hurting each other! It's hard, the insomnia, the fast-paced heart rate! It's hard! Let's just put an end to all of this.

Daily Drag
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Calm
a month ago
Youth needs to better for the future generations.

The youth is the phoenix that will raise India from the ashes of ruin. The blooming creative minds can be effectively refined through the fragments of intelligence and decision making strategies. Undoubtedly, these young minds are the journey to advancement.

Today’s youth is floating amidst an ocean of old customs and new notions, striving hard to grab the remarkable pieces to make the nation better. They do not claim to completely devote themselves to the western culture and despise the diverse Indian culture, but instead they choose to add the essence of western ideologies to get rid of the unjust blots such as discrimination on the basis of caste, sex, colour etc. The youth is way more flexible while involving with an LGBT community which deserves an applause of appreciation to weed out the terror of inequality. Being an engineer or a doctor is being paid as much as being a renowned writer or painter for the youth has realised the true spectrum of “doing what you love”. One can see all these enthusiastic protests involving young students and adults claiming for justice. Instead of mocking at them, why not an*lyse their aim and give them a chance to be the change?

The time when the new generations followed the exact bland routine of their predecessors without a freedom to crave for their own desires, are long gone and dusted. The futuristic vision watches the youth as independent fellow beings with an everlasting passion to pursue their dreams.

Daily Drag
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Calm
a month ago
Trying new things can actually get a wh*le lot of stress out of your head!

I have been into my head these past few weeks, overthinking and anxiety. Honestly I saw all these posts and people bittering about how lockdown was exhausting as if they travelled 24/7 else wise . I could never understand what's the rush to go back to your daily 9 to 5 routine when you can have multiple routines just however you like it at home itself.

But these past few weeks, I just want to meet my friends and my family who are miles apart! And I don't know everything and everyone whom I wronged in my past life it was all coming to me literally flooding my already messed up head! I even thought off getting off the social media completely which for a person as active on them as me was pretty big deal to my friends when I told them about it. But then I just thought of trying something new. Well, my interest in dancing and Spanish was all fading and got me kinda scared if I was actually losing myself. Today I did this 10 minute hip-hop tutorial and heard certain Spanish songs with subtitles and felt all the interest coming back and I feel so much better. I had never tried dance tutorials before and apparently they are really good! Even though I messed up a lot I'm just happy I could do a lot of it right!

Get out of your comfort zone. Stop drowning in your thoughts! Seriously try to take a step ahead!

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Calm
a month ago
A poem about last summer, how different it was!

Tumbling through the pebbles and the grainy land,
We ran all across the strands of the scorching sun,
The rays seemed like a roaring monster,
The tanned skin was the biggest remorse,
Amidst it all, came the unravelling frost of streets,
The colorful spectrum of lively fruits spread all across
The queen of lime accompanying the chivalry
Do you recall the razzmatazz of the vacations?
The blend of fiesta and little treats?
How the glimpse of dawn signaled the playful hours?
How the flames of overplay wreathed the house?
The nefarious strategies to stay a little bit more,
In the paradise of freedom and the tangy salt of air;
The sky was a little overcast,
Life was a perfectly woven tapestry.
The agony of using “was” instead of “is”,
Last Summer is indeed a prevailing dream!

Daily Drag
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Frustrated
a month ago
Are these online depression quizzes even validated?

I don't know the difference between being sad or being depressed as I genuinely think anxiety, overthinking, insecurity all together combine in some way or the other. However I have been feeling really low since the past week and I don't have a reason to be sad and it still somehow something hurts a lot and it is not just being hurt, this hopelessness, loss of apatite, no interest in anything whatsoever!

So i randomly searched for some online quizzes to take the depression test, I took 4-5 of them and all showing that I'm at high risk and that I should consider talking to a therapist lol. I thought maybe the algorithm is at fault and I asked my friends well their results were low or very low. I'm not that bad to be honest. Its just a phase right? Who doesn't feel drained once in a while? But I don't know I might even be living in denial too since its really hard to an*lyze your own self! I can't even ask if I changed to my friends and family as I keep my real identity and issues with me and I'm pretty great at acting normal. So I really would love to know if these results are true or not!

Confession
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Frustrated
a month ago
I'm so scared of what is happening to me

This is legit the worst month of the yeah, well as per my luck I must ass “YET” to it cz I’m definitely hopeful for it to worsen even more. I literally hate myself and everything about myself, my body, my face, my emotional stability, even my mentality no wait my mentality is fine it just zones out with most of the people but that is okay though but the rest of it, I HATE MYSELF!

I have been so frustrated this past month and I genuinely need a break from all of it! Unfortunately, I am bound to some works and responsibilities and I can’t just leave but I’m idk exhausted would be an under-statement right now. I have been crying myself to sleep every day from the past week. Every time I wake up I feel so tired, my wh*le body is in excruciating pain, eyes hurt and are warm, I have this feeling as if I would just puke! I have been eating healthy, with daily routine of exercises and other productive activities but this is just getting worse day by day!

I want to top talking to everyone and just an*lyse what I want but what if I end up losing everything as you know time waits for none! I often say that if people don’t stay, let them go as the right ones will stay. But no! They won’t! That’s how life is, everyone leaves, even I do, cz we seek for something that makes us feel worthy and that is exactly how it should be, but what if I’m not ready for that change?
Every day I wake up, act pepped up but I’m just drowning too deep!

Confession
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Calm
a month ago
Would you rather lose the love if it takes away all your pain or would you not?

Well suppose you are to go on a trip with your best friends and with them would come the people you hate the the most! And on the other hand you go with random acquaintances? Well you will obviously choose the first one right? Well I used to too however soon I realized that I'm too insecure and complex in my own head! No matter how beautiful souls are around me, I would still hover around and get affected by the negativity. I know its wrong and yeah I'm trying to change that but well that's what used to happen.

And then I decided to take a break and take the second option instead and things were good initially. I was not constantly frustrated or over reacting I was at peace. Maybe I wasn't laughing anymore but at least I wasn't crying, till; I realized how lost I was. I realized how I became so flexible and adaptable to everything ordinary that I had no control over feeling angry or sad or anything! That's when I started realized I could not even cry anymore or if I did, it wasn't real at all, it was me trying to convince myself I was sad but I wasn't cz I was just nothing, an empty soul!

So what you want to do is totally on your palms. I just shared my experience. Just remember one thing, pain is hard, but to feel something is better than being numb.

Daily Drag
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a month ago
These are some of the overthinking I do!

So have you ever been in one of those phases where things start to fade away?? Like the memories maybe of someone or some toy or the particular taste of your favorite candy that you just can't remember how it felt like? Maybe it was a gradual process, losing that essence but the snapping realization just makes you feel of that void? Isn't it scary how you no longer would remember that happiness, that love, that eternal hope, that taste on your lips and you might never find the same thing again!!

Idk how we are supposed to feel. They say let it go, better things await. Maybe they're not better, maybe we just convince ourselves it would be better cz we don't feel like dealing with the complexity of the best!

Sometimes things/people stay after a thousand times you push them away. Is their affection stronger than their own self respect? If yes, isn't that obsession? Sometimes people/things claim to be the one, and not once do they ask you to stay. Are they so heartless to just let go of anything without even trying?

We have billions of days, to meet billions of new faces, to experiment billions of new adventures but why are we all stuck up in the one dimensional cage of misery? Do something, it fails, do something else whatever you can get your hands on. Why can't we just dive into real things just breaking all the restrictions and do what we really want!!

To all the people who think they don't know what they want.. you do! You just don't think about it too often cz it hurts to realize that you will have to let go of your passion just to be in the disguise of a good person!

Confession
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Calm
a month ago
Pretending to be an extrovert gets so exhausting sometimes.

I don't know i started to be known as the bubbly talkative girl while i remember to rehearse saying "present ma'am" so that i don't embarrass myself next day. Well it all started with a heartbreak when the guy I liked liked the most chill girl and I was like cool let's change ourselves and hence I started pretending to be chill. I don't know when it became my overall personality and not just an act but somewhere inside I can feel the old me scream you know?

It's just I have become that support system to make everyone laugh and that is basically my responsibility so when I'm depressed I gotta make jokes about it as well. I mean of course my friends know when I'm hurt but well I always keep laughing and its tiring. And I have this weird feeling of not wanting to disappoint anyone. Earlier I used to cry and whine and get upset over silly things a lot, I still do but now its more humorous as everyone says, like nobody wants to be with people who are too much into self-dr*ma, but idk, sometimes I want to let it out and now I just can't!

I love being alone, like not wanting to talk to anyone! I avoid calls and meets a lot! Cz when I do I have this "OMG! How have you been!!!" fake enthusiastic voice ugh drains off all my energy!

Relationship Significant Others
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Calm
2 months ago
Why do things get awkward to discuss with your significant other?

I think its easier to communicate with a friend about our weird dark thoughts than it is with our significant others. I don't know if its because our bond with our friends is too strong that we feel no matter how dumb we are they won't leave us, if so do we change ourselves to stick with our romantic partners? Or maybe it is because we don't want to lose our partners, but does that mean we are okay losing our friends?

No matter what the actual reason is, it is a fact how we assume that our partners won't accept certain parts of us (gradually as you grow together you might I'm just referring to the majority). We hide things, even things that are normal because apparently they become a part of our lives, we are not our individual selves anymore and it is a fact! Every tiny thing we do affects them! I don't know if that's a good thing or not, I just wished if it could be calmed down through a calm discussion instead of screaming shouting assuming!

Daily Drag
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Calm
2 months ago
Online groups with people from all over the world is such an eye-opener.

No matter how thorough you are with your newspapers or television news, you can be aware but you can't really understand what people go through in different nations. No matter how much we scream how our country is racist and biased and all the other unfair things, and how we wish to be transported to some other country as they beam of shiny glam, they have their own backwardness!

I have usually been active on an Instagr*m group with all these strangers from all over the world, we basically connected through an anime page but we just all talk casually occasionally and today we had a blasting conversation. About trump, the rules against LGBT community, how people are biased against gay people. how Muslim rules sometimes interfere with freedom, these were the concepts brought up by the respective natives themselves and it was so amazing to be opening up with such open-minded people! We all sang songs from our countries native languages, tried to copy each other's voices it was such a beautiful day!

Daily Drag
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Disgusted
2 months ago
Why are boys treated in a bullying way whenever they act all craving for attention?

Seriously who created the trend that only girls are supposed to pull off tantrums and use the baby-voice and act all childish and cute but when guys do that they are called "gay" which is stupid af what's the relation between being gay and being childish? DUMB!

Anyway, I've seen a lot of my girlfriends telling me how their boyfriends are cute and cuddly and just act like babies with them and when I look at them I'm like whaaaat!!?? I mean they all act so tough right? Or maybe they just don't want to show their vulnerable side to just about anyone which is okay their opinion great but the problem comes up when they start getting ashamed about it. It's just really sad how they have to hide those cute pictures and videos so they don't get judged. Basically judged on how you are? Just cz you are a boy and you're expected to be the alpha right? It would be soo cool and glorified if their video had them choking or empowering on a girl right? But acting all aww-my-baby-come-here is all of a sudden big deal.

GROW UP PEOPLE!

Daily Drag
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Calm
2 months ago
The drafts reveal a part of our personalities that no one knows.

Honestly if clearly thought about it, personality is a wh*le ocean with numerous uncountable aspects. There are a lot of attributes that we expect people to understand and sometimes they don't and gradually over the time we hide those parts of ourselves and tend to become more like what is accepted in the society. But the hidden scars never vanish, they just fade away!

If you think about it, why do therapist recommend you write your thoughts? Because you have to do something to track what you are and who you are becoming. Thoughts are fragile and just in a snap they are gone but in order to maintain that balance you got to think about it and note it down. All those things that you want to say but never do, all the hidden mails and text messages that you have in your drafts, maybe because you don't want to sound too vulnerable or because you don't know how the other person will react, that is the real you! And we all have become so obsessed with hiding that emotional part of ourselves that we are drifting through the waves of hatred!

Daily Drag
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Calm
2 months ago
Candies that we used to eat while we were old, I wish they still reappeared somehow!

These days, for chocolate days, or valentines, or when our guests visit us, we get subjected to dairy milk and tablerone and all those yummy enriched candies and chocolates right? And all of sudden I was just walking through an unknown street today and there was this half-broken down old shot and it had a "candyman" candy with various orange and mango flavors. I took one of it and damn! I remembered the taste! All of a sudden I was taken aback to my good old days.

Then I kept thinking of all the yum packets that are not that available. Well Lays and Kurkure are still there but I often miss the Uncle chips and Oyes (cocktail flavor especially). These are really rare and since I have shifted to kerala, nobody has even heard of OYES! like what!!!?? Then eclairs are all over the world but do you remember chocoliebe? and all the crazy tattoos and toys that used to be free. I also have this vivid memory of me hating the green jelly cups and embracing the red ones while both tasted absolutely the same hahaha and the kiss-me candy especially the rose-milk flavour. I miss the little elements that used to keep me so happy!

Relationship Significant Others
@Amy
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Calm
2 months ago
Why does sexual desire ruin the basic block of a relationship?

Apparently my friend has been talking to this guy on Instagr*m. They go to nearby colleges, have mutual friends but had never met each other before but well these days that's how it all starts right, the "story reply", the usual flirting and yeah it was pretty obvious that they like each other.

However, the guy after two months started opening up about his sexual desires which I respect obviously every individual has their own needs but the fact that brown girls are supposed to have certain boundaries are quite out in the open no? We do want to explore the sexual realms and blah blah but like we could literally be disowned by our families and people are not open about that guys! Instead of understanding that, well I'm not going to blame the guy, he has his desires and since the bond could not give him that he decided to leave like okay! But it just put me in a dilemma, if that is prioritized more than the bond itself? Or if it is wrong? Or if it is mostly about sexual things? I mean I would genuinely like your opinions on this.

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Relationship Friends
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Calm
2 months ago
Talking to someone special and losing the track of time is such a beautiful feeling.

Isn't time holding us back from doing what we want, and being ourselves? Well wait, we don't even know who we are so not being ourselves but trying to explore ourselves? It's all the function of time, we have predefined plans and schedules and even if not the fact that we are supposed to cherish every moment seems like a bu*den and a waste of time since we are in this unknown race!

However the fact that you meet someone, talk to them, even though the context would be lame as hell, so stupid and nonsensical but the moment then and there would make so much sense! I have a best friend and she is literally love. Everyone thought we were dating and like exploring our sexuality lol and now that I think of it idk maybe! Well, I have never been as possessive as I was about her with anyone else in my entire life. We fought didn't talk for years and still event during those crazy times no one even had ton ask but we were still each other's . Due to certain events, we rarely meet, never call, and text once in three months.

Yesterday was one of those days, it was10pm and then boom 5am! And such silly absolutely silly talks! It felt like bliss to have someone so close to you when you're far apart and just being some dumbasses for the entire time!

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Entertainment Others
@Amy
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Calm
2 months ago
Some songs have been hitting the trend zone through tik-tok videos!

I have across numerous songs during this lockdown , well we all got nothing to do and internet comes to our rescue and Instagr*m is one of my favorite apps through which the reels and tik-tok videos have contributed quite a lot to load my existing playlist. The songs would have originally been considered ordinary but through repeated context on the same songs, even people who don't listen to English music are starting to pay attention.

Some of my personal favorite songs are BOOM BOOm by venga boys (lyrics as boom boom boom boom I want you in my room, we could spend the night together), then chicken wings by ricky desktop has an amazing beat, electric love by born, What's popping? Don't mind me just watching. All these songs whenever they play I remember all these memes and various artists and it is really enjoyable. In fact spotify has special songs for the tik-tok category as well for easy filtration. You just never know when your creation hits the trend!

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Calm
2 months ago
No matter how much we focus on direct communication, sometimes indirect might help as well

I'm quite a straightforward person and hope the same from others as well (not expect because its too much of a disappointment). I would really appreciate people to come up to me and tell me if I hurt them or I did something that they didn't like instead of assuming it making it a huge issue in their own head and ruining the bond. Of course i would feel bad and I might even cry and we might even fight but i always believe in discussing and letting it go!

However some people have this inexpressiveness in themselves and I respect that I mean their lives I can't expect the same from everyone right? However, sometimes we must an*lyze people's behavior and act accordingly. They might say "I'm fine" but we can always find them sulking around and trying to detach, Of course that is exhausting but maybe sometimes people go through a hard time and all we must try to do is make an attempt to get to know them better. They might post certain songs or memes or say something, just try to watch their behavior and correct yourself!

Current Affairs
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WTH
2 months ago
I hate how my GK is so weak that I shut up purposely during trivia

Honestly, I have always wanted to be good at current affairs however I have always turned out to be one of the most insecure person! Initially I thought I might be fine, I could remember certain states and their capitals and like okay maybe I can do this, but I'm just really bad at memorizing names, dates and events. I think its just sad how people roast me and people like me for not being able to answer and they keep mocking at us with their questions.

Some people follow foreign trends and know what stupid error Donald Trump committed during the speech and know nothing about their own countries. Some however have deep intense knowledge about their own nation but fail to recognize the other famous personalities and regardless of which section you belong to you are always judged. I'm always insecure when people ask me even if I know certain things and I don't and I'm really getting affected by all of their judgements.

Entertainment Others
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WTH
2 months ago
Siddharth Shukla is one of the most bull-headed person and idk if its just for the show!

I have been a huge big-boss fan ever since that "sambhavna-rahul-shweta" that season rolled in, my family and I have never missed any season even when I had boards. Well not die hard protesting fans who abuse everyone who are against the show but just dr*ma loving people who laugh at the stupidity. However from the past two years, I have been at hostel and had no access to television. This pandemic anyways gave me a chance to watch it again and jes*s ch*is* do i thank god for not letting me watch the last season as Siddharth was the winner!

Siddharth, Hina and Guahar are currently the seniors ruling their superpowers cool. Gauhar is considerate, Hina is strategic, Siddharth is well I have no words. First of all, he doesn't say to make a point, he says whatever he does for merely footage. All he knows is how to make people fight of course that's what they are there for, but there's a way no? He hits at people's insecurities and I think its just too shallow for him. He follows nepotism to such a great extent and supports wrongfully conducted actions just for the sake of elevated spice. He manipulates the other girls as in the last elimination both of them were against Sara being eliminated and he was stuck up on the fact without a strong reason. All he does is say bla bla bla bla and it is so irritating to watch him.

I don't know how people made him win the show like seriously he is just too annoying!

Entertainment Movies
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WTH
2 months ago
Rap music and most Item songs have become such objectional phrases!

I remember when rap songs used to be the solace of every broken heart, fast painful words that explicitly portray all the bottled up frustrations of everyone who is going through a hard time and Item songs idolized women as a sense of powerful seduction with so much respect and pure energy! What has happened to the music industry?

Now these days, all raps songs are about drug, sex and all the materialistic things that don't matter and people just don't feel it relatable! WAP song everyone knows right? I love the beat, the vibe, the music but all the songs are sexual and just what happened to the inspirational section? And item songs have objectified women, they are compared with food items, liquors, drugs like seriously bruh grow up? We are not a supermarket but real human!

There's a reason why people feel more comfortable with old songs and it is not just the memories but the vibe those lyrics and melodies possess!