I'm so fucking stupid, irresponsible, ugly, useless, worthless. I can't even understand half the shit i'm told... I'm, the worst.. the only good thing I've done was save her from drowning.. but that's not enough. I'M A FUCKING IDIOT WHAT THE HELL AM I SUPPOSED TO DO!? I HATE EVERYTHING ABOUT MYSELF!! WHY DO YOU FUCKING CARE!? I'm just In the way.. I laugh Instead of cry. I smile more than I frown.. But not because I'm happy, It's to protect them. MOM ABANDONED ME! Dad was there to help, And I love him for that but, I WASN'T WORTH IT! I'M HOPELESS!