I am a twin. When I was five I was diagnosed with ADHD and anxiety and am currently being tested for depression. My twin, who went through all the same tests as me and came back without a diagnosis, has been lying to everyone we know, saying that they have both ADHD and anxiety. They do not. They don't struggle at all with it. I know it's not my place but it really makes me want to scream every time they talk about their 'ADHD'. My twin is entirely neurotypical, yet they act like they have it worse than I do, like they aren't privileged.

TLDR; my twin is faking mental illnesses and it makes me want to run away from home.

I honestly just need a place to vent without worrying about my parents being called because I’m ‘suicidal’ or ‘bulimic’ and then them screaming at me because I’m just doing it for attention and it’s all just a phase so she won’t have to pay for psyciatric help or therapy.

I try and I give, I give, and I give, and no oneis ever satisfied, I’ve bled for them until there’s no blood in my body left to bleed yet they still want more from me. I’ve been screamed at and berated to the point I’m convinced all I am is a waste of oxygen who’s opinions and preferences never mattered at all.

I can’t vent to anyone at all. Why? Because I’m a child. I have never ‘experienced true pain or stress’. All I have to do it ‘wait until you’re an adult and you have to pay taxes and work a job you don’t even like’ when I’m not even sure if I’ll survive till then if this keeps happening

Why haven’t I ended it all yet? Because of my friends, those precious angels known as Neveah Alexander and Caitlyn Vigil. They’re too good for me and I love them with all my heart. They accept me for as I am and don’t judge me on my actions without letting me explain myself like my family. Just to have my family blame my actions on them, telling me, ‘you should find new friends’.

Why the hell would I find new friends when the friends I have at this moment are the people I love with all my heart????

Next topic, school. School has stressed me to the point where I have been physically and mentally damanged. I’m stressed so bad from the combination of my family’s expectations, and the workload from school, that I either vomit, have an anxiety attack and cry myself to sleep, or both.

But then again, while school is one of my main problems, it's the only way I can contact my angels which I never deserved that I called friends. Suicide is a topic I've thought of repeatedly but my bsf shoot it down immedietly and are my lifeline

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Recently My parents took everything from me because i had sex with my girlfriend. i turned 18 8 days ago and felt like i could do what i wanted so i did that, and then my friend had the audactiy to tell them. now my life is falling apart.theyre threatening to make me move out if i dont break up with the woman that i love, and quit the job (That i work with her at) They took my cell phone, my car, my credit card, everything, My parents are mormon and i left the church just recently my parents have zero trust but are taking away everything that would make them be able to trust me really need other peoples opinions and advice as to what to do, I CANT GO THE REST OF MY SENIOR YEAR WITHOUT A PHONE OR CAR. Need advice.

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