my mom literally doesn't understand how mental illness works and it pisses me off Relationship Family
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i am a sophomore in high school who's struggling to stay on top of my grades. school has been especially hard since COVID, and even before then, it was a challenge for me to function. i have MDD, PTSD, ADHD, and Anxiety. what a lovely clusterfuck i have going on, right? :) i'm constantly emotionally and physically abused. my best isn't good enough for my mother. i have to always meet HER standards or else i'm just being "lazy and irresponsible". i'm trying my absolute hardest, but getting myself out of bed and dressed properly is a struggle in itself. i can barely handle the fuckton of work my teachers pile onto me daily, let alone focus enough to understand the lesson. i can feel my sanity and will to live slipping away with each passing day. i don't know how much longer i can handle being belittled and berated for every mistake i make. i've considered running away with my best friend several times, since our mothers are both EXTREMELY similar with their "parenting" methods. my mother claims i need her, but in reality i don't. i don't need her for jackshit. i feel like her puppet. she pulls the strings and makes me do things to compensate for whatever fuckups she's had in the past. sorry, but that has not one damn thing to do with me and i refuse to let you continue to control me as if i cannot make decisions on my own.


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Hey there. I totally understand what you are going through and as much as you feel "yeah right now a stranger gonna lecture me about how I'm overreacting", well no cz I have been in that exact same situation, except all my friend's parents are cool so quite a luck that you've got there, well i mean it is sad sorry though but I just had to go through it alone atleast you've got a friend for similar experience sharing right? No matter how much people say that parents do everything for our own good, they cannot neglect the fact that we might not really take that way. They intend to make us stronger while we keep getting weaker and the worst part of all is how they don't understand that even if we voluntarily communicate with them! They just think that we are being influenced by the "bad people". I don't know man, I just hope we turn out to be good people. And you have got to hold on. Be strategic, let her think you are doing what she wants to, but do your thing parallely. It is going to be hard to manage but that is how I saved my ass.

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I honestly agree. I feel like my mom never knows how I feel and when I cry about school she literally only says thats a " waste of tears". Sometimes I just want to run away and just relive my life with someone else

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I wish I knew I became friends with everyone who are having the exact same problems as me . Fuck this house Fuck these draining ass adults Fuck school and fuck all my other demons , some people don't deserve to be parents , & unfortunately god gave them kids and because the de*il wasn't able to reach me he gave me these sorry ass parents . my mom has the worst parenting style ever and think she's super mom .. lol i wnna kms fml :)
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