i honestly cant deal with it anymore. i am constantly getting yelled at, threatened and ignored by my parent, i NEVER have my phone consistently for over a week if even. I just got it taken away again after getting it back yesterday at 8:00 at night. My mom and dad have consistently called me fat and telling me i should stop eating and then whenever they lash out on me, they just think they can apologize by giving my kisses on the head before i go to sleep and lightly say their sorry. keep in mind this happens multiple times a week. wanna know why? cause im the least fav child. it fucking sucks. i can get in trouble for things my brother does, get in trouble for things my parents make up in their heads, and just for saying things like "fine" after my mom asks me to do something and then i have to apologize and get something taken away. meanwhile my brother is constantly cursing at his friends, actually talks back to my parents, tells people to KILL THEMSELVES and yells at my parents and yet i cant recall the last time he got his phone taken away. 3 months? 6? also I constantly get reminded of my nephew, he is my age and has sexually assaulted my since we were 5 and nobody knows. like I wanna go see my sister and my other nephews but every time I get sexually assaulted of he tries to have sex with me and i cant just punch him in the face of break his skull and his legs because them ill have to tell everyone why. anyways i gtg but will most likely be back to vent some more.