I'm so fucking tired of never being happy Daily Drag
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I'm so fucking tired of never being happy. I'm always pissed or upset or feeling guilty and it sucks. I hate it when something super tiny pisses me off and causes me to cry in my room for the next five hours. I'm tired of my entire day being ruined because of one small insignificant event. I don't know how let go of anger and the internet is a piece of shit when it comes to finding answers because every single way the internet tells me to vent just pisses me off even more and makes me want to snap my own neck in an extremely literal sense. Every single fucking thing pisses me off and I have no ways to express or vent my anger that are healthy and don't piss me off even more. I fucking hate meditation, I hate people, I hate exercising (plus I have to go in front of people to exercise), I can't punch anything, and if I let myself cry I do it for the rest of the day and woops there goes yet another fucking wasted day


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Craig
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Hello, relax my friend. First of all you need to see why do you feel so pissed with each and every thing. Is there something bothering you? Studies, relationship, monetary issue etc.Once you know the root cause then seek some help. Talk to friends, family, counselling, talk here.this is anonymous, you don't have to be in front of anyone.we are all here coz we have some issues which are dealing with?? yeah!!

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gaurav
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My dear Friend, Thank you for letting us know what is going on in your mind. We all are having negative and positive emotions in us. Anger is the king of negative emotions. It kills you even more than any kind of poison. What I can see here is you hate everything and everybody around you because you think the wh*le universe is working against you, targeting you and they have an agenda to take all the happiness you have in this world. The only thing working for you in you are alive and your mind is not frozen, it's working perfectly fine otherwise you would not have expressed your feeling in such a nice way. Now we will try to make use of what you have rather what you do not have. Let me count some positives in you: 1. You are alive 2. You have a working and healthy mind 3. You can feel emotions although they are mostly negative at this moment. But at least you are feeling your emotions. 4. You have friends around; you do not like them at this moment and that is a different thing. 5. You have freedom of speech in a different medium like the Internet. How you want to use it is your choice. 6. You have the freedom to decide if you want to waste your time sitting crying and doing nothing. 7. You have a family and a room of your own. Wow! Now let us see if I would have been in your place how I could have tried to convert my negatives into positives. 1. Having life as a human means you are the most privileged of the wh*le lot in this universe because you can think and feel and express more freely. You can choose your friends, your job, your school, your way of life. Most importantly you can use a computer and get in touch with the wh*le wide world. WHERE IS THE TIME TO CRY when you can create a lot of content for yourself to be happy and joyful? BE POSITIVE 2. You must condition your mind to think positively. Get up in the morning and be thankful to GOD for him to provide a good body, food, shelter, family & friends. BE THANKFUL 3. Cultivate your hobbies to spend time on. BE CREATIVE 4. Stop being dependent on others for your own happiness. Look for it inside you only. You can create your own world of joy and happiness by making a list of your liking and spend most of your time in those activities. BE INTROSPECTIVE 5. Look for 1-2 friends whom you can trust and start a dialogue with them with no negativity about how much your life sucks, your depressive state of mind, etc. Rather try and talk to them without showing that you are feeling exceptionally low and just talk about them and more generic things. You will see a change in their perspective towards you. They will start liking you. BE LIKEABLE Regards, Gaurav
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