I do have friends but not really I just have contact nos. I used for some work I had in college. Now I need friends I wish there was some online club where authentic people could come to be friends and talk about random books and stuff.my problem is not just that I do not even know how not to be rude sometimes I go overboard. That sucks about me and I am not able to retain my friendship then I feel now how do I go back to them. Since all I ever talked to them was for some selfish reason.