I don't want to face my past. I don't want to remember. Relationship Myself
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I have seen some shit. I was diagnosed with PTSD at the age of 11. It has seriously affected how I deal with my emotions. I just shove them aside and try to forget that. Because of that I never came to terms with what happened all those years ago. Whenever I lay in bed trying to sleep or am not doing something, thoughts and memories of then come rushing it. I constantly try and distract myself to avoid facing them. I don't want to remember what happened. I don't want to face it. I just want to run but it keeps catching up. Its started to affect my memory. I don't know what to do.


Hold on there buddy. You were diagnosed? So your parents or someone must know right? Ask them for help. I'm sure you must be thinking as if nothing could sort it out and you would just be bu*dening them with worries but there's a reason why we have guardians right? Maybe don't think too much about it. You need help so ask for it. Past, well unfortunately buddy that sticks with us for eternity and aren't we all trying to run away from it!
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