Relationship Family
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VPoints 5
Supporters 0
Vent 1
Frustrated
4 days ago
My mom literally doesn't understand how mental illness works and it pisses me off

I am a sophomore in high school who's struggling to stay on top of my grades. school has been especially hard since COVID, and even before then, it was a challenge for me to function. i have MDD, PTSD, ADHD, and Anxiety. what a lovely clusterfuck i have going on, right? :) i'm constantly emotionally and physically abused. my best isn't good enough for my mother. i have to always meet HER standards or else i'm just being "lazy and irresponsible". i'm trying my absolute hardest, but getting myself out of bed and dressed properly is a struggle in itself. i can barely handle the fuckton of work my teachers pile onto me daily, let alone focus enough to understand the lesson. i can feel my sanity and will to live slipping away with each passing day. i don't know how much longer i can handle being belittled and berated for every mistake i make. i've considered running away with my best friend several times, since our mothers are both EXTREMELY similar with their "parenting" methods. my mother claims i need her, but in reality i don't. i don't need her for jackshit. i feel like her puppet. she pulls the strings and makes me do things to compensate for whatever fuckups she's had in the past. sorry, but that has not one damn thing to do with me and i refuse to let you continue to control me as if i cannot make decisions on my own.

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Relationship Myself
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VPoints 5
Supporters 1
Vent 1
Frustrated
6 days ago
Self-hate i guess .

I'm so fucking stupid, irresponsible, ugly, useless, worthless. I can't even understand half the shit i'm told... I'm, the worst.. the only good thing I've done was save her from drowning.. but that's not enough. I'M A FUCKING IDIOT WHAT THE HELL AM I SUPPOSED TO DO!? I HATE EVERYTHING ABOUT MYSELF!! WHY DO YOU FUCKING CARE!? I'm just In the way.. I laugh Instead of cry. I smile more than I frown.. But not because I'm happy, It's to protect them. MOM ABANDONED ME! Dad was there to help, And I love him for that but, I WASN'T WORTH IT! I'M HOPELESS!

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Relationship Family
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VPoints 32
Supporters 2
Vent 2
Frustrated
a month ago
Abusive parents .that hurt me mentally

My parents are still abusing me and when i confront them they tell me to shut up, and when i ask to listen to music in the shower they yell at me and say no... plus they have taken me away from all my friends so i have no one to talk to,

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Relationship Family
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VPoints 32
Supporters 2
Vent 2
Frustrated
2 months ago
Toxic parents and how they treat me

So recently my parents have slapped me and yelled at me a lot because I had a phone that i wasn't supposed to have.It resulted in the police getting called my dad getting bite myself... I was in the children's home until November 3rd and i got home and everything went to shit. parents can hardly talk to me... So that brings me today.. i bought like 6 scrunchies and used my moms card. instead of asking me civilly she accused me right on the spot yes i did it. but she took out her anger by yelling and saying rude explicit stuff about me and how i need to be able to apologize after.. Little did the bitch know i was about to apologize but then she pulled getting her and my sister food and leaving me out so now I'm not so sorry.

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Relationship Family
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VPoints 9
Supporters 2
Vent 1
Angry
3 months ago
IM JUST SICK OF THE BULL SHIT, PEOPLE NEED TO GET THEIR SHIT TOGETHER.

I hate living with my parents. I hate my mother most importantly. she's a drunk. I'm 17 years old I'm turning 18 in a couple weeks. my mom came home today banging on the door to get beer and an ice chest. (ME) i had my headphones on, (im a college student) i had them on full blast because i want to focus i like music while i do my homework. but no she gets home yelling at me making fun of me AND MOST IMPORTANTLY IN FRONT OF MT FAMILY. ALL THEY DO IS LAUGH AT ME AND MAKE FUN OF ME. ALL I CAN DO I SUCK IT UP AND NOT SAY A THING. IT SUCKS TO SAY BUT IM GROWING UP HATING MY OWN MOM. ALL SHE DOES IS TALSK DOWN ON ME MAKES FUN OF ME. I CAN'T BE A NORMAL TEEN. YESTERDAY I WENT OUT WITH MY FRIENDS AND I CAME BACK CRYING CAUSE I DIDN'T KNOW HOW TO TALK OR BE NORMAL. I NEVER GO OUT I DONT TALK TO PEOPLE CAUSE OF MY FUCKING MOTHER. I DON'T KNOW HOW TO TALK TO BOYS. IM ALONE IN THIS FUCKING WORLD AND IM SICK OF IT WHEN I GET THE FUCK OUT OF THIS HOUSE IM GOING TO MAKE SURE I NEVER COME BACK. I DONT CARE.
THAT WAS MY DAILY VENT SENSE NO ON HEARS ME OUT IN THIS FUCKED UP WORLD.

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Relationship Myself
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VPoints 16
Supporters 1
Vent 1
Frustrated
3 months ago
Please don’t judge me it was hard for me to write this and any haters will be blocked

So I used to like this boy in middle school since 7th grade and he used to not like me during that time so as soon as I was in 8th grade he started sending me signals and we used to talk and I was happy and since coronavirus came in March we stop talking cuz school was online that made me sad so we haven’t talk since then then in July he finally started talking to me again but then it would feel like not the same it made me sad then after that I was happy cuz I finally had someone to talk to but then after a while he stopped I felt lonely alone no one to actually listen to me my parents don’t really seem to know what I’m going through i feel like I would like to run away for a while drift for while (sorry if this don’t make sense I was crying while writing this) :(
I only need one person I can talk to who will not leave me alone please my Instagr*m is most wanted._.Tatiana

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Relationship Significant Others
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VPoints 8
Supporters 2
Vent 1
Calm
4 months ago
Do I have a normal Celebrity Crush or have I just fallen hopelessly in love?

Well, I'm here to get out that I maybe be crushing/in love with someone I have not shot at ever getting with. For the past few weeks now, I've found myself only thinking about one actor/singer/song-writer and how I would love nothing more than to be called his, but I know good and well it will never happen, which is what crushes me.

The celebrity in question is Aidan Gallagher, whom many know him for playing as Five Hargreeves in the hit Netflix series Umbrella Academy. To clarify, he's only a year or so older than me so we are within the same age range.

Well, that's the guy of my dreams. He's sweet, kind, dorky, adorable, and loving, and I'd love nothing more than to just tell him how I feel or even have the chance to be his, but I know that's something that will never happen and it crushes me.
I've had crushes before and I've had celebrity crushes before, but none have affected me in such a way where I feel alive just thinking about him, but also feel pained and heart broken knowing I have no chance. I love imagining and dreaming, but being hit with harsh reality has made me have to pause classes and classwork just so I could have a crying session over how I know I'll never get to be with him.

My problem comes in with the fact that I live miles away from him and I have hardly any social media presence, so I'd have no chance of even being noticed by him. I've tried telling myself that I'm in love with the idea of him or in love with the character he plays on tv, but none of that has helped as I know this is just attraction to simply him. He's perfect and everything I'd want in a significant other, but I guess I'll just be left to suffer with my dream of him returning those feelings.

I feel as if I truly am hopeless and I just feel to awful and alone to wait and hope that this goes away in a few months like most crushes do. I just don't know what to do anymore as I'm only a teen and it's not like I can just tell him how I feel or fly down to L.A. to increase my chances of getting with him. What should I truly do? Please, I'm desperate for help.

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