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Supporters 1
Vent 1
Frustrated
5 months ago
I did something really serious that has come back for me to pay for it. OMGZ

This is triggering. It may really make you angry towards me and that's understandable. I want people to tell the truth no matter if it's bad are worse than bad. About the punishment that going to get and what you think would be appropriate. This happened almost 30 years ago. But it's still seems serious I don't take it lightly just because it happened so long ago. But it does make it feel like the penalty should be a lot less. This is really serious and life shattering if not ending I don't even know if I should describe it because it's a sex crime. It only involves my hands fingers will be more accurate. But where my fingers went is making a big difference. They went to places. I was funny and it was the family babysitter and she was just short of turning 12. To be honest she kind of just sat there like Frozen. She wasn't initiating her and trying to do it. It was me. I'm going for sentencing and I'm lucky that I'm not fighting in jail for that. Because it's a sodomy related to charge it has a mandatory because of the age 2. First I didn't think this could happen but I found out now 98% chance because of sodomy that it will be somewhere between 10 to 20 to life. Because I have one of the charge when I was 28 I had a 16 year old girlfriend. I did 45 days in jail. I'm cuz I'm stuck at home offender the judge has decided that it's going to be something to life. And the number will be the minimum amount of years but my attorney said because of what it is that you never leave at the first chance that it will be five to ten years after that. He said the most likely result would be 15 years to life. But it could be 20 or it could be 10 or somewhere in between. So I assume doing math so if it was 15 he said to expect to do 5 to 10 years more than what the number is so add seven years to 15 that means I'll most likely do, not descendants 2 but I actually spend 22 years. While I'm 47 my life is over. At the minimum I would get 10 years and then not be able to get out until 15. 15 years will probably be the absolute minimum. Fingered her in both places. House she hadn't started yet. I know that it's a terrible crime and I'm terrible place. If you want to charge what do you think I deserve? Think about if it was you after all this time going to the pedophile section of the prison. I'm not jumping out of my skin because I've been thinking about it for a long time but it's almost time to go. I admit that I deserve to go, I ruined her life. But I think 10 years the most I is way more than enough

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VPoints 48
Supporters 0
Vent 6
Frustrated
6 months ago
I'm sick of hearing about how men shouldn't hit women.

Nobody should hit anyone, but if a girl hits a guy and he hits her back she deserves it. Fuck all these people who don't think so. I've been hearing this shit since junior high and it pisses me off. Girls think they have a free pass to do whatever they want to guys. It's fucking bullshit. The guys who defend these girls and go after the guy who hit her back are even bigger pieces of shit. I want to kill them or at least stab them or beat the fuck out of them. I hate those motherfu*kers. They are fucking stupid. I want to kill them. I want to smack a bitch so I can stab whatever motherfu*ker wants to come at me for it. Fuck all you motherfu*kers. I don't feel bad for female victims of domestic violence. They probably deserve it. I don't feel bad for rape victims either. Eat shit.

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Confession
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VPoints 284
Supporters 2
Vent 23
Disgusted
6 months ago
I don't care about anyone's opinions. Why do they say them anyway? Why are people forcing me to do things?

I don't care about anyone's opinions. Why do you have to say them anyway? If I cared and wanted to hear what you had to say I would have asked you for them but I didn't. So why say them anyway? Why do you people care so much about what I think and what I say? Why are you people forcing me to do things? Just because you do it doesn't mean your right. It is weird to force someone else to do something your doing. That is why I hate people. People should just fucking kill themselves because they talk to me. I told you I didn't like you talking to me. Why do you do it? Every time I say something you make a comment about what I said. What is wrong with you people? Why does what I say bother you? Why can't you just ignore it? It is so frustrating to talk to people. My biggest regret in life is talking to people. My biggest regret is meeting people. I hate them so much. I can hate people if I want to. My life is better without people in it. All people do is ruin it because they talk to you and they tell you what you should do when it is best for them and not for the other person. I hate people because they make me want to kill myself but when I am alone I feel safe and I don't feel like that. Also people don't know me and they can't tell who I am. People are stupid because they think that my vents are real when they are made up and then people attack me for what I write about. If I say fucked up stuff they think I really think that way when I don't. It's pathetic. I don't believe what anyone else believes and its weird people force their beliefs upon me. I hate them for forcing me to be like them. All people that force me to be like them just don't like me for the way I am. They hate people that are different when different is okay. I hate people because they take what I say literally. I hate to break it to you but you are not in charge of my life and you can't tell me what I should be doing. I hate how people think that because I look human they think that they should help me. I hate how people think that if I type on the computer they think that they should help me. I hate people because they say they are trying to reach out and help me but I never ask for it and it makes me mad. The only thing I want from people is to leave me alone! It is so simple and yet people don't get it and they bother me anyway. People who read this and comment should kill themselves because they should and it is weird they read my vents anyway. I am not changing who I am so get over it. Stop telling me to change because I don't give a fuck if you humans hate me or not. I told you I am not lonely. I told you I want to be left alone. I told you how I feel but you have other ideas on how I feel when you don't know me. People attack me all the time and guess what I have protection so go ahead and attack me. I don't care. I never cared. Attack me in the comments and to my face. I told you I don't care. I don't care about you people. I never have and never will. I laugh at the comments because what people say in the comments says more about the person who wrote them. Also yeah my vents say a lot about me but I made stuff up. I don't know what people get so offend about what I say and do. Again if your reading this I hope you fucking kill yourself.

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Confession
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VPoints 284
Supporters 2
Vent 23
Disgusted
6 months ago
I hope everyone kills themselves because then the world would be a better place and no morons would be talking to me.

Why are there so many people that talk to me? Why can't people just leave me alone? Why can't you people ignore me? Why can't you people jump off a bridge and kill yourself? I hate everyone in the wh*le fucking world. You know everyone except my friends and my girlfriend. I can do whatever I want. I can vent about whatever I want. I get these weirdos and creeps that stalk my vents and they take what I say literally. They think I am attacking them when I am not. I am not even talking about them. They are so full of themselves. Then I get the weirdos that troll and make fun of my vents because they are jealous of me. Why else would they troll and make fun of me for what I say? They are jealous. They are jealous of me and they hate the attention I give myself because they think I am obsessed with myself. Why don't you focus on yourself? Then you won't be so jealous you creep. I got this creep who commented and was looking to make friends but I didn't want to be friends with them. Ew! Gross! People are so gross because they want to be friends with me and then I would have to give them attention. At least that is what they think because they think I am obsessed with myself they think I won't even pay attention to them. They are the same people that treat me like crap and don't want to be friends with me and now they are crawling back to me? How pathetic. Maybe you shouldn't of been mean to me in the first place. I hate people because they are so stupid when they comment on my vents because they just say stupid things. They put me into a box and they don't know me. I didn't come on this site for support so i'm not sure why are there a people commenting and then thinking I need their help. See what I mean they are full of themselves they think I need their help. Then they say I am the one who is obsessed with myself. People hate on me for using "I" and "me" but I am not here to please people. So I still do it because it is funny that people think I am hostile and rude. These vents are for me and not for anyone else I don't care if you don't like me. If you say mean things I'm going to ignore you. People who comment don't support me because they are too busy being mean so ignore everyone who comments. Some lie and say that are trying to help but I still ignore them because they have to say is pathetic anyway. People are obsessed with me because they come on my vents and whine about how they have no friends and beg me to be their friend but they are the ones who were making fun of me and bullying me. If you want to talk about weird well there you go. This person said that if I hate 7 cups so much then I shouldn't go on there. It was the stupidest thing I ever heard. They said it was so easy. Really? No duh it is easy! That is the reason why they are stupid. But the thing is. They were stupid because one I don't go on there anymore and I told him/her to fucking bl*w their brains out. And two they are stupid because they didn't know why I vented and they still commented. This is why I hate people that comment because they say the stupidest things to me and they tell me stuff I already did before they said it and things I already know and they call me stupid. They were calling me stupid when they wrote the comments. Every time someone calls me stupid it is in either to my face and or in the comments. When they are the stupid ones.

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Confession
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VPoints 284
Supporters 2
Vent 23
Disgusted
6 months ago
The people that read my vents should fucking kill themselves

I hope everyone that comments and reads my vents with kill themselves. I came on here for me and then these two fucking douches follow me and stick their fingers up my ass and tell me what to do when it is my life and they are mean about it. I don't like people that are mean to me. I was venting because I had a meltdown and these two people have stalked my vents the names are Amy and AS. I hope they kill themselves and bl*w their brains out. I didn't even ask for their help and they commented anyway and so they should both die and suffer a painful miserable death for commenting. I hate them so much. I'm glad that I don't do what they do. I'm proud of myself for not trolling and bullying people who are different. But I bully people for commenting and I'm proud of it. I'm glad I don't go and make fun of people. I just attack them for commenting and I say horrible things to people for commenting but at least I know this. I'm feel good about myself for attacking them and tell them all this imaginary stuff I'm going to do but don't because it is reality and the internet. But anyway all the things Amy and AS said to me don't even help because I have my girlfriend and my friends who are smarter than me and so I would rather listen to them and hang around other smart people.

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Confession
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VPoints 284
Supporters 2
Vent 23
Angry
6 months ago
Why do people think that I keep talking about them when I am not?

I don't get it why people think I am talking about them when I am not. I don't understand. I am just venting like everyone else and they think that I am talking about them. That is why I hate people so much. I have more important things to talk about and they think I am talking about them. Well sometimes I do talk about the people that make me mad. I don't know why people are so full of themselves. They think that someone would talk about them when I have a life and I don't worry about anything and or anyone. I am just venting because I am angry and frustrated and filled with rage and I will vent about anything. These people attack me because they think I am talking about them. First off who cares and second if you made me mad I will talk about you in my vents. Why are people like this?? I don't get it and why can't people mind their own business and stop thinking someone is obsessed with them when other people live their own lives. I hate people because they think I am talking bad about them in my vents and they attack me because they think I am being mean when they are the ones who are mean. They make fun of me when I told them over and over I have Autism and they don't understand anything about Autism and they bully me and make fun of me for being different. Instead of helping me out they just bully me and make fun and that is why I hate fucking people in the first place. It is not my fault that they are guilty but to attack me because they are guilty and bully me for it is pathetic. I only vent about these things because I am angry and it doesn't matter who I am talking about. Why does it matter what I talk about in my vents? I don't understand why people are weird and touchy about what people vent about and people are controlling. I am sure people talked about me in my vents but I don't attack them for it. I do attack people for commenting on my vents because it is annoying.

Confession
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VPoints 284
Supporters 2
Vent 23
WTH
6 months ago
I hate everyone on this site 7 cups and everything they said was wrong.

I am beyond mad because these people on 7 cups were wrong about everything they said to me and they still gave me their opinion and once again the topic was about me and they don't know me and they still gave me their opinion and it made me so mad because they didn't even know what they were talking about. They were gullible and they didn't even listen to me and they took someones side they didn't even know. Why are people like that? Gosh they made so mad I want to beat the crap out of them to make them shut up. I know they didn't know what they were saying but they still pissed me off because they were so ignorant. I said I didn't have something and they ignored me and they just thought I was upset about it when I wasn't. It made me mad because they were so stupid. This fucking stupid person was telling me how they were trying to make me feel better when instead I wanted to kill them instead. Why are there people coming after me? When I go on sites I seem to be a fucking target and I don't know why. I am not sure what I am doing that makes people like that and I am not taking it personally. But I hate the focus is on me when they should focus on themselves. People are so stupid because they take what I say literally when I don't mean it that way? Why are morons out there taking sides with my mom it makes me so mad because they don't know her and they don't ask questions they are just assume. People call me stupid all the time because they are the stupid ones not me. The only reason I tell other people they are stupid is because they call me that first because they are the stupid ones. Why are there people that comment on my vents when I don't want anyone's attention. I hate how people are talking to me and paying attention to me when I want to be ignored. Why do people keep thinking my vents are attacks against people? I hate people so much because they think I am being dismissive and rude when they don't even know me. I hate everyone on 7 cups. I hate people on every site I have been on. I hate everyone that I fucking spoke to. I hate everyone who commented on my vents because they had no business being there in the first place. I hate all the fucking trolls on the internet. I hate every fucking person on this planet. I am so fucking mad and I am sick of the weirdos and creeps that call me the same thing. I fucking hate everyone and I would like people to just ignore me instead of coming after me. Why can't people just mind their own fucking business. This isn't your life and this is mine and stop feeding the lies about how fucking humans are connected because I don't believe in that shit and I don't have anything to do with it anyway because fucking humans suck and I hate them and I want to kill them all. I can get mad like everyone else so stop fucking dehumanizing me. What the fuck is wrong with everyone? Why are you all bothering me?? You make me so fucking mad. I am not small mind and that is what you are. I am not what anyone fucking thinks or says about me and that is what you are. Stop telling me to calm down and everything everyone fucking said to me is bullshit and a lie and I am sick of people messing with me and coming up to me and talking to me.

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