Relationship Family
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VPoints 5
Supporters 0
Vent 1
Frustrated
4 days ago
Toxic parents and how they treat me

So recently my parents have slapped me and yelled at me a lot because I had a phone that i wasn't supposed to have.It resulted in the police getting called my dad getting bite myself... I was in the children's home until November 3rd and i got home and everything went to shit. parents can hardly talk to me... So that brings me today.. i bought like 6 scrunchies and used my moms card. instead of asking me civilly she accused me right on the spot yes i did it. but she took out her anger by yelling and saying rude explicit stuff about me and how i need to be able to apologize after.. Little did the bitch know i was about to apologize but then she pulled getting her and my sister food and leaving me out so now I'm not so sorry.

Confession
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VPoints 7
Supporters 1
Vent 1
WTH
4 weeks ago
I'm terrified to live... I'm terrified to die... I'm terrified to leave... I'm terrifed to stay...

I'm 13... and dealing with a lot of fucking bullshit. I suffer from anxiety and I hide it from my family. Depression as well. Two days ago, my dad... he ripped my dog out from underneath our dinner table and hangs her by her neck. I jump and scream Dad and slam my fist on the table. My mom yells at me to sit down, as my dad throws my dog in her cage, my mom sends my three sisters upstairs and comes over to me, and says, " If you yell at your dad like that again I will choke you out myself" She sent me upstairs. I cut myself with a thumbtack, I am insecure about everything, and it's just so stressful. I have to feel like I have to be the perfect child, to have the best grades. But at the same time, I just want to leave, all I am ever told is something that makes me feel not loved or stupid. I don't know what to do...

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Entertainment Others
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VPoints 5
Supporters 1
Vent 1
Calm
4 weeks ago
Transitioning ftm , happy and excited

I cannot wait until the day I get out of this damn house, get to have top surgery, get to live on my own without being yelled at that I'm not a boy - but anyway. I'm so excited. I'm going to start testosterone here very very soon, I'm going to get top surgery in about three years, and I'm going to be with someone who loves me for me and not for the body I don't even want. My significant other will be there by my side when I wake up from the operation, they'll be happy for me and see the change in my attitude and how amazing it is to me that I can stim and tic without being uncomfortable, how I can run without being uncomfortable, and how happy I will be in general. I'm going to make a chart of my growth and I'm going to write about my experiences from this day until I'm fully transitioned and comfortable.

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Relationship Family
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VPoints 9
Supporters 2
Vent 1
Angry
a month ago
IM JUST SICK OF THE BULL SHIT, PEOPLE NEED TO GET THEIR SHIT TOGETHER.

I hate living with my parents. I hate my mother most importantly. she's a drunk. I'm 17 years old I'm turning 18 in a couple weeks. my mom came home today banging on the door to get beer and an ice chest. (ME) i had my headphones on, (im a college student) i had them on full blast because i want to focus i like music while i do my homework. but no she gets home yelling at me making fun of me AND MOST IMPORTANTLY IN FRONT OF MT FAMILY. ALL THEY DO IS LAUGH AT ME AND MAKE FUN OF ME. ALL I CAN DO I SUCK IT UP AND NOT SAY A THING. IT SUCKS TO SAY BUT IM GROWING UP HATING MY OWN MOM. ALL SHE DOES IS TALSK DOWN ON ME MAKES FUN OF ME. I CAN'T BE A NORMAL TEEN. YESTERDAY I WENT OUT WITH MY FRIENDS AND I CAME BACK CRYING CAUSE I DIDN'T KNOW HOW TO TALK OR BE NORMAL. I NEVER GO OUT I DONT TALK TO PEOPLE CAUSE OF MY FUCKING MOTHER. I DON'T KNOW HOW TO TALK TO BOYS. IM ALONE IN THIS FUCKING WORLD AND IM SICK OF IT WHEN I GET THE FUCK OUT OF THIS HOUSE IM GOING TO MAKE SURE I NEVER COME BACK. I DONT CARE.
THAT WAS MY DAILY VENT SENSE NO ON HEARS ME OUT IN THIS FUCKED UP WORLD.

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Relationship Myself
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VPoints 6
Supporters 1
Vent 1
Frustrated
a month ago
Please don’t judge me it was hard for me to write this and any haters will be blocked

So I used to like this boy in middle school since 7th grade and he used to not like me during that time so as soon as I was in 8th grade he started sending me signals and we used to talk and I was happy and since coronavirus came in March we stop talking cuz school was online that made me sad so we haven’t talk since then then in July he finally started talking to me again but then it would feel like not the same it made me sad then after that I was happy cuz I finally had someone to talk to but then after a while he stopped I felt lonely alone no one to actually listen to me my parents don’t really seem to know what I’m going through i feel like I would like to run away for a while drift for while (sorry if this don’t make sense I was crying while writing this) :(
I only need one person I can talk to who will not leave me alone please my Instagr*m is most wanted._.Tatiana

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Daily Drag
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VPoints 5
Supporters 1
Vent 1
Frustrated
a month ago
I have a somewhat complicated friendship with an online friend

Near the end of May, I met a boy online. He is super cool and nice and I am glad I met him because quarantine would've been so much more boring and lonely without him. The thing is though, while talking for months, he developed feelings for me while I have not. He thought that I liked him as well but somewhat recently, I'd say last month or the beginning of this month even, the truth came out and I had hurt him emotionally. I had an anxiety attack because I was scared that he would never want to talk to me or wouldn't want to be friends anymore. Things are somewhat better now, but we still have our awkward/bad moments. I wish we just had a normal friendship where things were just...normal.. and not weird at all. Also, even though I am 100% sure I don't like him, I still don't like it when he brings up his ex girlfriend. It just makes me kind of sad for some reason. I have never been in a relationship before and knowing that he has makes me feel upset when it really shouldn't. I'm getting better with those emotions but yeah.

1
Daily Drag
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VPoints 8
Supporters 3
Vent 1
Angry
2 months ago
I'm so fucking tired of never being happy

I'm so fucking tired of never being happy. I'm always pissed or upset or feeling guilty and it sucks. I hate it when something super tiny pisses me off and causes me to cry in my room for the next five hours. I'm tired of my entire day being ruined because of one small insignificant event. I don't know how let go of anger and the internet is a piece of shit when it comes to finding answers because every single way the internet tells me to vent just pisses me off even more and makes me want to snap my own neck in an extremely literal sense. Every single fucking thing pisses me off and I have no ways to express or vent my anger that are healthy and don't piss me off even more. I fucking hate meditation, I hate people, I hate exercising (plus I have to go in front of people to exercise), I can't punch anything, and if I let myself cry I do it for the rest of the day and woops there goes yet another fucking wasted day

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