Relationship Myself
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VPoints 5
Supporters 1
Vent 1
Frustrated
3 days ago
I don't want to face my past. I don't want to remember.

I have seen some shit. I was diagnosed with PTSD at the age of 11. It has seriously affected how I deal with my emotions. I just shove them aside and try to forget that. Because of that I never came to terms with what happened all those years ago. Whenever I lay in bed trying to sleep or am not doing something, thoughts and memories of then come rushing it. I constantly try and distract myself to avoid facing them. I don't want to remember what happened. I don't want to face it. I just want to run but it keeps catching up. Its started to affect my memory. I don't know what to do.

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Relationship Family
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VPoints 5
Supporters 1
Vent 1
Angry
a week ago
My twin won't respect my boundaries >:(

So, my family is making us go on a family vacation. Obviously, I am against this, as this pandemic is still raging on and I am immunocompromised. I'm super upset about this, duh, but my family already has planned it and they won't listen.

So, I decide, why not make the best of a bad situation. I get some cute new clothes along with a cute black mini backpack. I'm feeling good because I am able to differentiate my style from my twin. I can't stand matching with them as I feel like whenever anyone senses that we are even slightly matching they start to refer to us as one unit when we are in fact two very different people.

I was really really excited about the unique mini backpack, so I went and showed it to my twin, who thought it was cute. So cute, that they had to go and buy THEIR OWN BLACK MINI BACKPACK. Obviously, I was upset by that, and I asked them to maybe try and get a different style of bag. They wouldn't listen to me, insisting that the bags were entirely different because theirs has a pattern on it. They're practically the same thing!

So now I'm going on a family vacation that I could very well die on and I can't even take comfort in my appearance because my twin just had to get a bag that looked exactly like mine.

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Relationship Myself
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VPoints 12
Supporters 2
Vent 2
Frustrated
a week ago
I dont wanna live anymore. i wanna end it all

Life is so hard. i think i just wanna end it. my parents making worse and worse. today my mom decided to hit on me for only having 3 missing assignments. i just wanna run away and never been seen anymore. i hate it here. i just wanna leave earth. the only things thats preventing me to not kill myself is my online friends and i cant even talkto them anymore cause i dont even have my phone. i just need help

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Politics
@Andrew
VPoints 1045
Supporters 14
Vent 32
Calm
a week ago
What the Neera Tanden affair reveals about the Washington DC swamp | David Sirota

In defense of an awful nominee and a corrupt DC culture, Republicans engage in hypocrisy while Democrats tr*mple the causes they purport to care about

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@Andrew
VPoints 1045
Supporters 14
Vent 32
Calm
a week ago
Kim Kardashian Files for Divorce from Kanye West

Kim Kardashian and Kanye West have filed for divorce.

Kim Kardashian has filed to divorce Kanye West after almost 7 years of marriage, but our sources say it's as amicable as a divorce can be.

Kim is asking for joint legal and physical custody of the couple's 4 kids. Sources with direct knowledge tell TMZ Kanye is fine with the joint custody arrangement, and we're told both Kim and Ye are committed to co-parenting together.

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Relationship Family
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VPoints 12
Supporters 2
Vent 2
Angry
a week ago
Mom or just family memebers in general

I really hate my mom. Is that normal cause for some reason she just yells at me about school and it feels like she ruining my life everyday. Like I'm just tired, sometimes I want to relive my life or just don't live. Its like when she gets home she only screams at me about my teachers or like just screams at me. By the way im grounded at the time for having bad grades. But when i ask for her help she says " you're independent to do it your self. you have sources", and she'll say to look up still half of the time. I just needed to take this off my chest. ( dont mind photo.)

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Relationship Significant Others
@hellohello9
VPoints 7
Supporters 2
Vent 1
Frustrated
3 weeks ago
I should know what I want and who I want but I don't and it makes me feel like a terrible person

I have been with my boyfriend for almost four years now and he's so good to me. I love him emotionally but physically I don't feel passionate. I do however get turned on my women so easily. So I've been considering the possibility that I could be lesbian or it could just be stress. On top of this, my best friend of ten years that I had feelings for in the past years ago told me she's in love with me again. I can't deny I have a strong love for her too but I love them both. I don't know how to choose without losing one of them or making a decision and later realizing I made a mistake. I feel like I'm stuck in the middle here and I just want to be happy with myself and my identity again. I love them so much it is all so stressful and I hate to think of life without either one or hurting them, I just feel lost.

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