Confession
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VPoints 5
Supporters 1
Vent 1
Frustrated
6 days ago
My life sucks and i wish my parents weren't such assh*les

I honestly cant deal with it anymore. i am constantly getting yelled at, threatened and ignored by my parent, i NEVER have my phone consistently for over a week if even. I just got it taken away again after getting it back yesterday at 8:00 at night. My mom and dad have consistently called me fat and telling me i should stop eating and then whenever they lash out on me, they just think they can apologize by giving my kisses on the head before i go to sleep and lightly say their sorry. keep in mind this happens multiple times a week. wanna know why? cause im the least fav child. it fucking sucks. i can get in trouble for things my brother does, get in trouble for things my parents make up in their heads, and just for saying things like "fine" after my mom asks me to do something and then i have to apologize and get something taken away. meanwhile my brother is constantly cursing at his friends, actually talks back to my parents, tells people to KILL THEMSELVES and yells at my parents and yet i cant recall the last time he got his phone taken away. 3 months? 6? also I constantly get reminded of my nephew, he is my age and has sexually assaulted my since we were 5 and nobody knows. like I wanna go see my sister and my other nephews but every time I get sexually assaulted of he tries to have sex with me and i cant just punch him in the face of break his skull and his legs because them ill have to tell everyone why. anyways i gtg but will most likely be back to vent some more.

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Confession
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VPoints 5
Supporters 1
Vent 1
Frustrated
a week ago
Want to run away or do something that'll get me far away from home and family

I don't want to be home anymore. i'd like it better in a mental hospital or maybe in an alleyway far away from where i live. i donthbfucking hell i dont know anymore i hat ebeing mocked and shouted out an d dealing with them all i just want to go

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Daily Drag
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VPoints 5
Supporters 1
Vent 1
Frustrated
a week ago
...life is stupid ....

Im annoyed, frustrated, angry, and depressed right now. I hate life..I'm so sick of school.. “School this” and “school that”!!, it's like every second people are talking about school and are concerned with how I'm doing.. I JUST DONT WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT!!! I'm already in it 24/7, and I “focus” on it 24/7… I know I’m doing bad! I know that my teachers are concerned… I DONT CARE!!!.. I stopped caring once I realized I was stuck in this stupid pandemic distance situation. Once I realized that my entire senior year was ripped away from me., I stopped caring. Sure I feel bad for the teachers who try, but as for me. I don't care anymore. I already failed, and Yes it's a failure because until things can get back to normal until I stop getting depressed and anxious when thinking about school, I will not be getting back up to try again… That's just cuz I'm stupid and I know it… Quit trying to get involved in my school life mom and Dad!!! It’s enough to have my school in my face, I don't need you to be in my face too. I’m sick of this. Just let me suffer alone! I don't want to open up to you guys about it. I already open up about everything else, school doesn’t need to be included. IM SICK OF THIS! I'm bitter and angry! I have been since this wh*le thing started. SO Yeah, Don't blame me for not caring anymore… I'm just a stupid incompetent person anyway. Not like I was ever gonna do anything great, to begin with. NO, I know that I will do great things, but I don't feel like it right now. I haven't felt like it for a really long time. Why does my entire future rely on right now? Why does a stupid letter in the grade book determine my success? Why does my future success depend on how well I'm able to cope with a pandemic? IM STUPID! That's what I am!!.. Everyone else is doing amazing, everyone is getting things done and moving forward with life, so why am I stuck? Does nobody else care? Or do I just care too much? See, I can't let go of this, an entire year of my life that I looked forward to for 17 years, is gone. An entire year of my life is gone. Relationships are gone, school is gone, passion is gone, ambition is gone, life is gone, faith is gone, everything is gone. My life is just an empty void with depression waiting to attack. And I am merely an actor who appears as put together… the problem with me, is that I know what to do, I know what is right, I know what will fix my problems, but I’m too stupid and lazy to do it. That's the truth, the truth is that I live the life of a fool, holding the glue for the broken pieces, but never actually using it.

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Relationship Family
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VPoints 6
Supporters 2
Vent 1
Frustrated
4 weeks ago
My family and school istg jjekdfkekddlreo

UGHHGHH

Okay, I'm in 7th grade, and i have to admit, I am thinking about suicide. I'm too fucking stressed all the time. With all this online work, losing friends, and family problems, its honestly just frustrating. I cry myself to sleep almost everynight.

I'm currently failing 4 subjects. i am trying my best to get them up, I really am. And then theres also the fact that I barely have any friends, and my family thinks I'm really weird since my siblings have more friends than me. Sorry that I have really bad anxiety. I literally can't talk to people or I'll feel really sick. I used to have way more friends last year, but they're all online. I really only have 2 friends now. Back onto my parents, well step dad atleast. I decided back in september to tell my mom and step dad that I feel suicidal, and i think i have depression since i cut myself and I always have these thoughts. My mom wanted to help me, and you know what my step dad said? "You have no reason to be depressed" He thinks he knows how I feel, and he thinks he knows everything. He doesn't know what goes on in my mind or at school. But if i ever try to tell him this, he says I'm talking back and then he sends me to my room. Thanks. And it doesn't help me either that my actual dad drinks and gets in trouble with the police. He then goes on to blame me for his drinking problems since i never come and see him anymore. I'm sorry! I don't want to visit you because you committed many small crimes. You should be in jail, but he uses his "ptsd" as an excuse. He was in the army, but he never fought or anything. The only thing he did was cheat on my mom with two other women. He's also had many girlfriends too. They all broke up with him because he's an assh*le. Ugh. I just can't do this anymore

Thanks for coming to my rant

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Current Affairs
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VPoints 5
Supporters 1
Vent 1
Disgusted
4 weeks ago
Racism; discrimination; young age

I just turned 13 a few months ago, and i live in a neighborhood that mainly has white decent. I know i might be sounding racist too, but i just feel out of place, and sometimes i receive weird looks. Sometimes even, i receive racism- and no not from other children my age, otherwise i would be able to manage it, but other adults. I can't do anything about it, and it's just so frustrating. Now that I realize it, I receive a lot more racism more often than i'd like to admit. I just don't know what to do anymore (and im REALLY not good at standing my ground when it comes to adults).

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Relationship Family
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VPoints 52
Supporters 4
Vent 2
WTH
4 weeks ago
Toxic / Family issues/ Toxic parents ..

Today I got in trouble related to school again but today it was different , My crazy ass mom and following ass step-dad was into it 2 , my mom told me to send her my grades which I did the week prior to this one it was my birthday so I basically took a week off of school but still slowly started to turn in my missing assignments the day before this one my teachers started to put stuff in 2 great grades 2 bad ones and then the other one didn't put anything yet . I'm so drained emotionally physically and mentally in this house :((( . I have the kind of mom . If i fail one class or have a failing grade in a class she's going to tell me my life story and call me all kind of names today's phrases were "you a weak ass soft ass stank ass no life having ass bitch " you can't post a picture without a filter or makeup because you ugly as hell and none wants you but me . "these boys only want to fuck you dirty ass bitch" "you and yo dirty ass friend" today my mom beat me upside my head and I have 2 knots on my face and when I was screaming and trying to go outside she pulled me , then my stepdad walked in and asked me a question and I'm like trembling and I shook my head no and he slapped me and she watched and called me all types of dumb b's & whores . If I had the courage to kms I would but I can't my mom knows nothing about me besides the stuff she seen me or "caught" me doing . I feel so unloved so unheard out and I feel like none listens to me or what I have to say . I do feel like this with or without my phone , I don't come out of my room , I say nothing to nobody , I hate going places with them because you are consistently walking on eggshells , I don't know what I did or what karma I deserve , I or none else should be going through this because of school , none should at all school makes me feel like a failure and she told me that I quote " you will be a ho with 7 baby-daddies no education and living in low income apartments with people who don't love you , I'M THE ONLY ONE WHO WANTS YOU SO IF YOU LEAVE THAT'S IT" yall i be so close to ending it , none listens to me and none hears me out and I never get congratulated for the good I do it's always "that's what you supposed to do ". It's embarrassing to have to get bullied by your parents lol .

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Confession
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VPoints 5
Supporters 1
Vent 1
Disgusted
a month ago
I think hes lying to me! what should i do PLEASE HELP ME!

Hey im gonna be honest i vape and im under age but i get them from a guy friend we were talking prices and he said he would knock the price down if i gave him a Bj and that really pissed me off like WTF dude then he said that was his friend i think he might be lying to me what should i do

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